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26 May 2017 11:43 AM
26 May 2017 11:43 AM
Hi @outlander glad to hear you resisted from the 2nd urge. Sorry wasn't there last night as you went through those feelings. I hope you are feeling slightly better today?! I don't understand personally about SH but I admit I sometimes have thoughts that something really bad happens to me and takes me away from this world. I do hope in time you are able to resist those urges more. The mods appear to be quite good to support you and I hope we can give that same support to help you get through it all.
What are your plans for today and this weekend my dearest friend?
26 May 2017 11:52 AM
26 May 2017 11:52 AM
@Anony18 all i want to do is SH again and the urges are still strong
nothing else seems to work anymore
i didnt SH for 2 months until last night
and yes the mods are quite good but sometims the urges take over either way
hmm well ive withdrawn from everyone and everythign and im avoiding completely everything
but im being forced to go to a stupid baby shower for some cousin of mine that i very very rarely see nor do i speak to them or the people going so this will be so much fun and im trying to think of a way to get out of it
my mother and no one else will know about the SH and the si@#hes so im trying to be very careful with them
and the rest i dont know
i dont really care what happens to me anymore- im not worth trying to give it my all anymore
i guess whatever happens happens whether i want it to or not just like the SA and everything else
26 May 2017 12:07 PM
26 May 2017 12:07 PM
Try to resist those urges @outlander. I know it has to be tough but try. A huge HUG for you my friend.
Am aware you may not care what happens to you but we all care here on the forums. Me saying this is not to pressure you or make you feel bad. Not my intention. Just to know I am here whatever it is and I care a great deal for you.
I saw this just then and thought of you xx
26 May 2017 12:59 PM
26 May 2017 12:59 PM
thanks @Anony18
i seriously just want to cry to release something... anything... but i cant
thansk for being here Anony and i know you mean well its written all in your personality.
and that quote is very true
26 May 2017 03:05 PM
26 May 2017 03:05 PM
26 May 2017 03:21 PM
26 May 2017 03:21 PM
Hi @outlander
You can do it. I've seen you do it before and I believe in you.
Would me posting that list of distractions be helpful?
What ended up helping you last night?
26 May 2017 03:29 PM
26 May 2017 03:29 PM
i dont want to keep fighting @NikNik i dont have any energy to keep fighting it
today so far ive tried art, cleaning and keeping busy but i am sore atm, doing the clothes washing, watching a funny tv series but its not helping me very much
ive tired NikNIk
26 May 2017 03:33 PM
26 May 2017 03:33 PM
@outlander do you think crying will help release some of these feelings and inklings of SH? If so, are you able to watch a "crying" movie to help with that.
26 May 2017 03:35 PM
26 May 2017 03:35 PM
26 May 2017 03:39 PM
26 May 2017 03:39 PM
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