worried

[outlander]

Thats alot of responsibility for someone who is unwell themselves @Shaz51 i know youll do whats right but also take into account whats right for YOU and not others too ❤
Let me know how you go or if you want to chat at all and ill listen ❤

[Shaz51]

thank you @outlander 

I will let you know , my biggest decisson is "WHEN" to make them , when is the right time ?? xx

[outlander]

has your mum asked you about being a carer for her @Shaz51

if she hasnt then theres no rush nor pressure. its up to you what you want to do and well its up to you anyway. 

dont stress yourself over it 

[outlander]

my pop has to go abck to the specialist who put his drain in a few yrs ago as they thinks theres something wrong with is. hopefully its nothing

so much for keeping my own anixety under wraps today!

[outlander]

im stressing though becasue thats how it started last time and nearly lost him!!

[outlander]

My pop might have cancer in his pancreas @Former-Member @Shaz51 @Appleblossom @PeppiPatty @Faith-and-Hope

[Former-Member]

@outlander
So sorry to hear this news, when will you find out for sure?

[Faith-and-Hope]

Try to breathe and wait for the actual news @outlander ...... hopefully it won't be that, but try to keep steady until you know. It's hard, but not good to put yourself through the panic, then finding it's not true ......

Breathe ...... defer the panic till you know ......

💜

[outlander]

@Former-Member he has to go for bloods tomorrow and ct possibly tomorrow or Wednesday then should get results by friday.

He doesnt realise thats what they are looking for. I cant tell him yet. Itll put stress on him and i xan hardly cope myself righy now.
To make it worse the carer (me) needs more caring then he does as i have kidney infection and need chest xrays for a cough as they thinking worse than a viral thing for cough.

I so friggin hope its not cancer for him and if it is i hope its benign. He has a stent in the same place as the mark so they are hoping its just scar tissue but theu wont know for sure till results are back

[outlander]

I cant @Faith-and-Hope im completely beside myself and have no idea what else to do.
Re above msg
I know i cant tell him thats what they are thinking. I dont want to put him though that stress.