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[Dreamy]

@Appleblossom yeah I try to aswell. Always have my ear buds in to drown out the noise when I do go. 

[Appleblossom]

I don't even have eat buds @Dreamy ... Really old school music and art... In some ways.... Weirdly.. ahead of my time.... In others 

Needs edit.. not eating ear buds 

Blooming auto text lol

[Dreamy]

@Appleblossom i was slow to the party when it came to ear buds, i only got them last year. But I'm really glad I do have them now cos the noise cancelling on them is a game changer for being able to get through shopping trips. 

Nothing wrong with that. 

[Jynx]

@Dreamy I do like sparkly things!! 

omg yes noise cancelling headphones are the only reason I can tolerate going shopping ahaha

@Appleblossom @MJG017 

[Dreamy]

@Jynx sparkly things are pretty. I think it's funny when people complain about glitter being in their house, like I love glitter being everywhere 😂. 

It gets me cos going back just over a year ago the noise never worried me but now it's massive sensory overload and I can't handle it. 

[Dreamy]

@Jynx i really feel this right now. I know there's nothing anyone can do to fix things but I just don't want to sit alone with everything. 

 

[Jynx]

I totally agree @Dreamy by n large people don't need help as much as they need love. 

Sitting with ya hun 💜

[Dreamy]

Thanks @Jynx ❤️. 

I haven't even been doing my colouring cos I just don't have it in me, feel like I've lost joy in everything. 

[Jynx]

@Dreamy 😮

Noooo colouring not on the table? Hard. 

Maybe today isn't about finding joy. Maybe it's just about finding comfort?

[Dreamy]

@Jynx but like it's been off the table for the last few days, since I finished the last one. 

There's no comfort to be found either 😞. 

This is how I know I'm headed to a very dark place. It's a big red flag for me as are a few other things.