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[Birdofparadise8]

Well, I am not that great mentally, but uni is going well. I'm enjoying my physiology in medical and health science and neurophysiology class the best. The others are alright. @Flowerlove22 

[Birdofparadise8]

Hey @tyme 

How many people would be needed for this to become private like other threads? 

[tyme]

Private like other threads? @Birdofparadise8 

What do you mean?

[Birdofparadise8]

Like the yarn space and co-design. 

I asked about it and was told to make it on here first @tyme 

My one of the new community managers. 

[Flowerlove22]

that sounds fun the uni work

Sorry to hear you are not okay, @Birdofparadise8   I could say I feel the same   I don't want to trigger you so I'll keep my mouth closed    

What are the ages for this group? Sorry for the questions  

[Birdofparadise8]

 yes it has been @Flowerlove22 

 you can share whatever you like. 

18-25 so yours and my age. 

[Flowerlove22]

Oh cool  

I haven't really spoken to anyone  the thoughts are really bad at the moment I've ended up doing something to myself  I am scared I am going to end up like my dad @Birdofparadise8   I know you may not help or anything  I feel so low lost I feel selfish   I feel so bad about what I said to @tyme   I understand people will hate me for it  

I'm sorry for this 

[Birdofparadise8]

What did you say to Tyme?

You're not selfish. 

I'm sure if you get the hell you need you won't end up like your dad. You're strong. @Flowerlove22 

[Flowerlove22]

When I had said when her or a peer worker say hello to me or asked if I wanna chat I say yes I feel like others on here don't like sharing them or don't like it when others get a turn  it's like they have to say something suicidal I never get a turn to talk to them at all yes I understand it's their job @Birdofparadise8   I'm not saying it to be a ass hole   

Honestly I wish I wasn't born  right now I have no fright in me I wish I hugged my parents longer   I'm sorry sorry @Birdofparadise8   I'll go if you don't want me here 

[Birdofparadise8]

I get what you mean. They probably need more PSW. 
yeah i undersand about the suicidal part its hard you want to talk but feel like no one wants to. 
you can tag me anytime @Flowerlove22 

I'm sorry you feel that way. I'm here for you.