Anyone feel like chatting?

[CheerBear]

@outlander - I'm sorry to hear you're feeling like you don't deserve to be here. I'm not really sure what would make someone undeserving of being here. I think we all deserve to be here in whatever way it is that we are here.

MI and MH stuff seem to have a knack for messing with our sense of self-worth and sense of belonging. You belong and are worthy of being here if you want to be, as much as anyone else who is here does too.

You said sleeping might help you tonight. I hope you are able to find a way to make it to sleep early and that it does help you.

[outlander]

its  not just here anymore CB it everywhere. i feel like im wasting everyones time and energy. other people need it more than i do.

i want to be here but i dont deserve all of this.

i dont know who i am or where im going anymore.

i can only hope ill sleep tonight. i think thats the only thing thats going to help me

@CheerBear

[CheerBear]

That's a tough place to be in @outlander 😞 Wish there was something I could say that could help you feel a bit better about things. It's hard to feel like you're not worthy of people's time and effort. 

Big hugs for you tonight

[Former-Member]

@outlander ❣ I don't think I am doing well. Contemplating a lot and so tempted to just go to the ER

[outlander]

Go to ER @Former-Member ❤

Thanks @CheerBear 💕💕

[CheerBear]

@Former-Member I hope you're able to look after yourself. Have you got anyone who can be with you or take you to the ED?

[Former-Member]

I got nobody to take me 😞 Family is mad and I just can't take the noise.. its too much too much too much @outlander @CheerBear

[Former-Member]

I have just come into the tail end of this post - haven't read it fully but had to post. @outlander, you not being worthy of people's care and time -"nothing could be further from the truth". You have always made the effort to be kind to me and others - you helped me when struggling and always made me feel good. You are more than worthy. I am sorry you are struggling but wanted you to know you are a valued forum member here. Hope you get a good night's sleep - that always helps to make things look better. Warm hugs 🤗🌹

[CheerBear]

@Former-Member - It sounds really really tough right now.

Are you able to use the chat to speak with lifeline? I'm suggesting it as you said you were tempted to go to emergency, so maybe they can help you decide and work out a plan for how?

[CheerBear]

@Former-Member - I'm going to log off now and try to get some sleep. I am thinking of you and hope that you will be able to find something that helps you get through your tough night. Take care tonight and please try to do what you need feel to stay safe