Anyone feel like chatting?

[Former-Member]

Hello @CheerBear @outlander @MDT

It's been a long day. I am **finally** having someone help me... to get help. Yeah, that's weird to say. I got abandoned by all my supports early this year.. Been in and out of hospital due to suicide attempts and episodes since with still nobody today.. But hopefully this counsellor, although she won't be necessarily providing me that long term support, will help me or will figure something out.. I will be going to hospital very soon if things don't improve because I am beyond breaking point and just completely aching inside. Things can't possibly be worse than they are now 😞 Just sick of having no help in the community and the only other help in times of crisis is a hospital stay which isn't sustainable or helpful.. but I am at that point again. 💔

[outlander]

Im sorry to hear your not doing well @Former-Member
Thinking of you. I hope this psych can help you out

[outlander]

Good night everyone im knackered
@Faith-and-Hope @CheerBear @Owlunar @Former-Member @Former-Member @Former-Member @Ney @MDT @TRIANGLE @Bimby2 @Shaz51 @Former-Member and everyone

[outlander]

Good night @embers @utopia @Former-Member @Pepsimax @BlueBay @Mazarita @Former-Member

[CheerBear]

@Former-Member thanks for letting us know how you are going. I can see how it might seem strange to say that you're getting support to get some support. I don't think that it is weird though, and think it reflects how confusing, overwhelming and difficult (for lots of reasons) it can be to navigate the 'system'. I find that when I've reached that point where it feels like I'm beyond breaking, one of the hardest things to do is work my way through what's out there and what might help. I hope that your counsellor will be able help you find something/someone that is helpful for you. I believe that they're out there, it's finding 'it' that can be the hardest bit.

I can hear how tough things are for you at the moment. You seem to know yourself well enough to know when a hospital stay might be helpful, and you know that it is an option if/when you need it which is really positive.

Hope today is ok for you.

[Former-Member]

@outlander I am so sorry I didn't get back to you yesterday. I fell asleep after I feed & fixed my animals up. I am very unwell with a head cold. I must have been catching this for over a week now as I have been unwell with headaches & terrible body pain .
I will post my sketches as soon as I feel well enough to find them. Later today I will try & write a poem just for you. My head is hurting bad right now it's only 6am I will stay in bed as it's very windy outside & I'm caking bad where I have body damage from the injuries .
Love & Hugs
Bella xo

[outlander]

Aww @Former-Member i hope you get better soon ❤looking forward to seeing your sketches when your better but they aren't going anywhere so no hurry ❤❤ id love to hear a poem only if your up for it but its understandable that you wouldn't be
Take care lots of love outlander ❤❤

[Bimby2]

Good morning @outlander from @Bimby2.

[MDT]

morning everyone

i hope we are all well today

what has everyone got planned?

[outlander]

hi @MDT

how are you this morning?

ive just got back from the drs