Niqua, they are your family. Of course leaving them and having these dramas and realisations are upsetting. Being alone and having anxieties around going to somewhere you really love is conflicting. You dont just have to get over it. Not being ok is ok too 💖
Take your time processing whats in your mind. Maybe journalling ( even without posting here) might help but is not for everyone and thats ok too @Former-Member lots of love ❣
