1st appointment with psychiatrist - what to expect?

[outlander]

@Former-Member i honestly don't know what to say but please know i care abd love you 💕❤❤❤💚💖⚘💓

[KobeCat]

Hey @Former-Member

KobeCat here as the overnight moderator. 

Sounds like you are going through some stuff... 

Just checking in and letting you know I am around tonight

Great to see you supported by the community, but let me know if you need support 

Kind regards, 

Kobe 

[Former-Member]

@outlander thank you and I hope I haven't worried you. How are you feeling? I've missed you a lot

[Former-Member]

Thank you @KobeCat I need someone but there's nothing anyone can say I guess. I am having a hard time being me. And that's nothing that can be fixed

[outlander]

@Former-Member ive super missed you too
I understand what your going through and its very tough.
I hope todays a better day for you
Thinking of you little nooksie buddy 💓
Know that i care and love you and will just sit with you for as long as you need ⚘💓💓💓

[outlander]

@Former-Member how are you today?

[Paradead]

Do no under any circumstance take any advice from them... I learn the hard way and the tool 15 year of my life pushingbi pharma... And whay do you know eveythib they pushed hax bee deemed standard and bunked
.. 40 year old broken medicine. 99 percent of healthers are totaly uneducated and brain was bbased on gossip. Don't let them destroy you body and mind teatheribg you as a then lofe long capture... Medical precudures have advances.. Mesicine i base o r years of mistaken conclusions which at the fa tors used i the following study and so on... I am teaching the highest experts and authorities in the ebtire country... And I'll tell you... Its no thwir fault. There is not sno8gh time for anydoctor to stay a doctor... On e 6 months i their and an actor. They. CAn not possibly keep up to date and none come close to half the amount of hours they are expects the re educate o a weekly basis... Non oc the do i at all... So i a teachjn the people who at meant to v healing me.... That should scare thw shit out of everyone.... I just had the e tired methadone guideline retracted by exlla in t the author he ha it backward and is 2 rs party directly cause of thouaandaof deaths a day.... Save you self how... Dont a for the answers u will.j8zt get lies... No one will ever admit they do not kniq something i the medical industry which is is why councilor and plCw like thiz are important because no one givi g advice here is i the bus sines of profit for death . I'll start u off with..... Check out be study's rw tellemeres... I've jus thrown out every medical book i own.... Now firewood.

[Former-Member]

Hey @outlander my friend I am a lot better today thank you. I went to a bookshop and opened a random book and on the page i opened it to said something about princess Diana. And then I saw a book about her and then a book about prince Harry. But I was in the frame of mind where I could see it's most likely a coincidence. If that had happened yesterday I don't know what I would have done...
Honestly. Today I read what I wrote last night and I'm embarrassed and kind of shocked. I don't know how I can be so different from one day to the next. Last night I was bawling my eyes out and today I feel pretty good. It's very draining.

How are you? I will check out your threads. I'm sorry I haven't caught up properly since your return. I have been all over the shop. A little cray.

Thank you for thinking of me xx

[Former-Member]

Hi @Paradead

I don't think that we can never be 100% sure that any treatment will be effective. That's why we have to have trust in our doctors when following their guidance.

How are you doing?

[outlander]

@Former-Memberthat really is ok. you were writing what you felt and thats ok and its normal. when your in certain states half the time you dont know who what or where you are. ive been there and it wont be the last tim ill go there, its ok really. Just know that when you get into that state despite it not feeling like it, it will pass. you sais yourself one day your fine then net your not. it will pass

it is very draining and your not alone in that sense either.  i was getting extreme paranoia to the point i was pulling my whole house apart to look for cameras and microphones, checking my car including in around and underneath it for any devices- some of the reason i ended up in hospital.

im all over the place at the moment too but itll get better eventually

your always in my thought and i watch for this thread all the time and when i couldnt access here, you were one of the people i was most worried about. i was just hoping you were ok and getting support. just know if there comes a time when im not here like the week i wasnt here, your always in my thoughts and im always with you helping you along and guiding you through the fog