I am- Overwhelmed & Traumatised I need your support!!

[Former-Member]

All of them are gr8 I played TOY 3 times I LOVE IT!
I have known of ZOMBIE, its an oldy very good, new singers very artistic.
Thanx @outlander for making my evening fun with you, & the music Videos. I will not sign out, I just have to go let Esther in to her bed in the laundry Its a trampoline bed with a pet cushion I put on the top to make it cosy. She is waiting for me, I made her wait while I finished watching the music video's. Luv U! BBS XXXXX

[outlander]

ill see if i can find some more for you @Former-Member im sure i can find some more that youll like
lol yes TOY is very amsuing to watch

[Former-Member]

@outlander
It's 10:18 PM I hope you are not upset with me? I watched a Jim Carey Movie on TV, The Mask. Have you seen it? it was good, I didn't know it was on tonite until I sat down to eat something as I nearly forgot to have my Dinner. I only had a bread roll with cheese, fresh mushroom, & fresh Kale on it. I have been tired all day today. I am still tired, I may have a sleep here on the recliner chair.

[outlander]

Hi @Former-Member
Why would i be upset with you...? Im not btw ive no reason to be.

I have seen that movie but i was tired of sitting up so come to bed. I had a piece of toast, the only thing ive had besides a few cups of tea today.
I had to read back to see the post. You were being honest but seems to be in relation to what you were talking about.
It can be hard to know if weve triggered soneone or not however i havent seen him online for a few days. Perhaps give it a day or so and tag him with a polite msg explaining that you think you may have triggerred him with your last post and go from there?

[Former-Member]

@outlander
I think I will take some time out from SF. I'm depressed attm, & I need to spend my time working on what is depressing me. You never caused my problem. I love you with all my heart.
You can post anything you like in my Thread, as it's for others too, if they need it.
(((((((((((((Outlander))))))))))
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[Appleblossom]

Dear @Former-Member

I hope you get into a better headspace.  We can all get so senstiive and reactive. Take time out as you need.  I have been away for a week myself.

Gently Bently

Apple

[outlander]

ok @Former-Member please take care of yourself and come back if you need. im only a tag away if you need me

[outlander]

@Former-Member are you leaving?!?!?!? i really hope not....

[Former-Member]

How could I abandon you, I think it's impossible for me to do. I'm crying as I type to you. I will sort all this out don't worry, you have enough to try & cope with, without all my problems. I wish I could stop all the, hate, & loneliness, cruelty, sickness, war, & everything else that tries to destroy the good in our lives, & in our world. Only GOD can do that, I am not GOD, I just know that HE is real, & that HE will.

I think about @Heavenbound all the time. She is sort of like me, I really wanted to love her & be her friend. But she ran away, & if she is reading this, please come back. I love you, I understand you loneliness, & pain. I care, & I am real behind this monitor. We are all real, & we are all hurting no matter how much we play, & be happy. Life is a choice, it's not something to gamble with. If you have love, real love, then you have everything, & GOD is Love! Amen xxoo
@outlander
@Heavenbound
Love Always!
Bella 🙂 <><<

[outlander]

Oh @Former-Member im glad your staying. I would miss you so much if you left and would be more worried about you too not knowing how you are. Your never burdening me either. If i didn't want to be here for you then i woudnt. ❤