I am struggling at the moment

[outlander]

i am really glad you come here @Teej keep talking to us, we're listening and hearing you

[CheerBear]

Healthy venting is good @Teej. Keep going if/when it is healthier than something else might be.

I am awaiting the outcomes of some big assessments at the moment also and am finding myself fairly easily messed up with the state of uncertainty and anxiety it's causing. I will sit on tenterhooks with you, with everything crossed that there are the outcomes needed soon.

I know it feels like forever and I know how hard a day can be with the messy but keep on keeping on, however wonkily, and go from there in two weeks ❤

[Faith-and-Hope]

They will have expected the assessments to make you feel very insecure @Teej and factor that in ..... even therapists will feel insecure under assessment by other therapists (you have listened to Brene mention this) .....

Breathe .....

[Teej]

It is so hard waiting @CheerBear, @outlander especially when the outcome can make or break us. It’s like the sliding doors moment. 

@CheerBear, @outlander I know you have really big ones going through at the moment too.  Sometimes getting the support we need feels so huge and overwhelming. 

Im going to head off for a while now and try to do something (who knows what yet :face_with_rolling_eyes:), maybe rustle up some tea for s4 if he turns up tonight. 

@CheerBear, @outlander, @Faith-and-Hope 💜🤗😘 thank you. 

[outlander]

it very much does @Teej but you are doing your best and your best is enough
Make sure you have some tea yourself and maybe a nice hot cup of (whatever you like to drink)

[Faith-and-Hope]

❤️ @Teej .....

[Teej]

I didn’t quite make it through without needing to switch it off @Faith-and-Hope.i couldn’t find a place to settle and am just tearful and feeling overwhelmed 😥. Hoping to sleep it it off soon. Haven’t touched alcohol yet so not totally destructive so far. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Here with you @Teej .... and I will stay with you while you fall asleep.

Lots of Hugs here for you ....

I am working on a sculpture piece - two actually.

[Teej]

Thanks @Faith-and-Hope. What are you sculpting? 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Making a watermelon and some eggs out of papier-mâché and plaster-gauze (like you use on a broken arm)

@Teej