I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

[outlander]

Thanks @Faith-and-Hope ive been trying to help and break down a wall for someone else which is fine and hoping im actually helping them. Just trying to sit with my own emotions to which is making me feel abit sick.

[outlander]

Its near on 12 here @Sans911 been up since 1 already
Thank you my sis i do really appreciate it ❤

[Former-Member]

@sans it sucks. Like the PCOS I don't mind as much as I skip a period lol but the Endo scares me. I've been hospitalised 4 times due to it as it comes across te same as appendicitis and I can't walk. They still can't 100% tell me if it's Endo playing up or my appendix grumbling so if I bend over in pain the rule is off to hospital.

I'm stressing though about trying to have children with these issues as I know it's going to effect me conceiving and having bipolar and on a med that I can't conceive on is going to make it fun. i just want to get pregs the fun let's see what happens way but that's out of the question.

@outlounder I'm actually on prescription cleanser at the moment. I find that really helpful. It's just annoying though because I'm at an age where I shouldn't get pimples lol

[outlander]

Im on a prescription too @Former-Member bur i use those as well
Im early 20s ao still pretty usual for me but i dont like them nonethe less.

Ive really only started noticing the pcos this yr. Still a big shock to me

[Former-Member]

I noticed the PCOS in my early 20s badly. I knew I had it as a teen but my sugar levels and all that went crazy in my 20s and started giving me issues. I'm in my late 20s now and you do get use to it in a strange way and it will settle down. All the ladies I've spoken to who have it say it gets better when they get older. Except Endo I need sugary for that stuff. I survived all of high school with out a single zit so I'm like wtf!

[outlander]

Well let's hope it gets better later then it could be because of menopause then its over so things might settle more then @Former-Member

[Sans911]

@Former-Member - and then you have the opposite end of a woman's life-menopause! Which I'm at the early stages of before I've turned 50,and before my sisters who are older than 50 (but I didn’t have children). So I having rampaging hormones AND MI. It's a bit like the chicken and egg- I don't know which one came first or how much they are contributing to each other. I've just started HRT, so no difference yet (I just seem to be getting worse) but time might tell.

[outlander]

I hope to God it gets better for you my angel @Sans911

[Sans911]

@outlander - you were just in my thoughts and 'poof' your email notification popped up. That's weird, in a good way.

Time, hun, time is what it takes.

[Former-Member]

@Sans911 man didn't blokes get it easier and also cheaper lol!