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23 Oct 2017 09:13 PM
23 Oct 2017 09:13 PM
@outlanderditto what @Sans911 said, spot on
23 Oct 2017 09:19 PM
23 Oct 2017 09:19 PM
@outlander I think @Sans911 put it the best, exactly what needed to be said. x
23 Oct 2017 09:42 PM
23 Oct 2017 09:42 PM
no @Phoenix_Rising i wouldnt, its just me. i just cant see reason, i just i dont know anymore.
23 Oct 2017 09:46 PM
23 Oct 2017 09:46 PM
sorry your post got eaten @Owlunar thank you for understanding.
23 Oct 2017 09:47 PM
23 Oct 2017 09:47 PM
@outlander wrote:no @Phoenix_Rising i wouldnt, its just me. i just cant see reason, i just i dont know anymore.
@outlander Hmmm...that doesn't really make sense to me. So...you think you are a monster for doing something that you know would not make you think someone else was a monster. I wonder why you feel the need to judge yourself more harshly than you would judge others.
I'm off to bed now. I hope you have a peaceful night @outlander.
23 Oct 2017 09:50 PM - edited 23 Oct 2017 09:52 PM
23 Oct 2017 09:50 PM - edited 23 Oct 2017 09:52 PM
@outlander,I wouldnt tolerate today anyone abusing an animal,and I would rather not work there if that kind of animal cruelty went on there.If it happens again ,record it on video.I would like to spend 5 minutes with that person .
23 Oct 2017 09:54 PM
23 Oct 2017 09:54 PM
@outlanderI understand how hard it is to see reason sometimes and we do judge ourselves a lot harder than other. We are our own worse critics. Sitting right next to you tonight
23 Oct 2017 09:55 PM
23 Oct 2017 09:55 PM
Sis @Sans911 I dont know how to stop expecting so much. I dont even realise that. Im so use to doing everything for everyone its un-natural if I dont. I dont know how to stop punishing myself. I just cant help it. I always feel like I deserve it. I aways feel like I fail. I cant even look at my sister. My sisters are one of my greatest casues of my anxiety as bad as that sounds but its the truth. I cant look at them I cant do anything around them.
It so hard. Its tiring and I just cant keep up with it all the time.
Right now it hurts to just breathe. To live.
I dont want to survive, id rather live and I just cant do it. Ive tried so hard and I always seem to end up back here. I just want to change for the better. To be a better person. To be able to look at my sisters without holding back tears.
The tears are streaming now. They wont stop. Its seems like an endless amount coming out.
23 Oct 2017 09:57 PM
23 Oct 2017 09:57 PM
yeah @Phoenix_Rising thats the way it goes.
good night sleep well xoxo
@Former-Memberif it happens again shes kicked off the property. they get one warning and this was it so one more and shes gone.
im so tired of fighting @Former-Member i just want a peaceful night or day. it wont be happening tonight thats for sure unless i tire myself out with tears
23 Oct 2017 10:00 PM
23 Oct 2017 10:00 PM
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