I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

[Bunniekins]

@Former-Member NellBell was getting worried about you! I hope your day was alright for you ... well actually I wish it was fantastic for you ... but greenpea has to work on that!

[TAB]

Well thats good @Former-Member 😀 could throw in 90 hrs no elect last week, collapsed carport, having to leave car on footpath re dodgy neighbors and passersby oh and aches pains ., shock weight gain discovery .. haha ok best not to lol

[Sans911]

@outlander hugs and hugs lil Sis. 💜 💙

[outlander]

@Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @Former-Member @Sans911 and everyone

I reached out to an old mentor of mine who said they would always be there for me.
I reached out and they basically told me to fk off without swearing as others were watching

[outlander]

@Sans911 in regards to above msg. Its brought on those feelings of abandonment and the reat that happens with that

[Sans911]

@outlander - how bloody awful and mean of them. So damn insensitive. They aren't worth your tears my angel, seriously not. And I know that still doesn't help with those feelings of abandonment that are so overwhelming and hurtful. I'm sorry sweetheart, I'm really am. You didn't deserve that at all

[outlander]

@Sans911 i was too scared to even reach out here. I now fear what will happen when i ask for help.
I dont know what else to do.
Everyrhing just hurts. I cant even shed tears sssis i can feel it all on the inside but the outside in numb

[Former-Member]

@outlanderI am so sorry you had to go through that especially in front of others. Such an insensitive a-hole. 

[Sans911]

@outlander you know you won't be treated that way here, especially not by me. I wouldn't ever do that to anyone, as I know how it feels. Can you make yourself a cup of tea and just sit for a while.

I have to go out lil Sis, need to get to Centrelink & pdoc appt. I'll be back on a few hours.

Maybe @Former-Member can help you out for a bit, or @Bunniekins. And ring the SANE helplines. Just talk out those feelings, because sitting with them is horrible. You & I both know that 😘😘

[Bunniekins]

@Sans911 I would be more than happy to help out @outlander if you want to talk I would be more than happy (happy is not the right word) to listen.