My Mosaic

[Bow]

Fighting strong SH urges again @Jynx 

@im sorry I don’t wanna be a bother if your there

[Jynx]

@Bow no no, literally just letting you know why I'm taking so long to reply!! 

What would be most helpful right now? Would anything in here help? 

[Bow]

Doesn’t matter now @Jynx  whats done is done. 

[Bow]

Anyone around today?

[Snowie]

@Bow I'm here

[Bow]

Hey @Snowie 

[Snowie]

Hey hon @Bow 

Here if you need to chat

[Bow]

Thanks @Snowie 

I don’t know what it is today, just feeling really off. 

seen my pdoc today. He was running nearly an hour behind, which is unusual for him. Nothing major there though, no changes. But he did talk about how he met with my psych and CM as he was really out of the loop, and he was told how much hard work I’ve been putting in. I’m not sure what hard work they are referring to though??? 

anyways, cause he was running late my SW and I didn’t have time to go have a cuppa afterwards cause she had another support to go to. I mean we sat and chatted while we waited, but I think I had planned to give her something to read for next week. So that didn’t happen. 

how are you?

[Snowie]

You have a lot going on at the moment @Bow 

Sometimes we just have off days and thats ok.

I think just getting through some days is hard work hon. Getting through safely is hard work. Going to your appointments and groups is hard work.

Can you always send her what you were going to give her? Maybe take a photo of it and send it to her.

Struggling today.

[Bow]

Yeah been sitting here for a while trying to decide whether to send it to her @Snowie  ive read it over and over again. 

yeah, sometimes just getting through the day is enough. 

anything in particular bothering you today?