Thank you @eth
I'm sorry you had a similar experience and appalled that you were taunted! I have never had a bad experience with the Police (that I can remember), they have always treated me fairly - they are the only ones I can go to if in need. I have never thought of times in my life as 'manic' or 'episodes', but that was a really bad time in my life. A man whom I'd had to take a DVO out against, would not leave me alone; he had found the phone number for my work and had started calling me there. I felt as if I had no escape, not even at work. I tried to drown it, it didn't work. Still to this day I fear him, although I realize he has a physical problem with the processes of his brain - I call it negitive brain processes, I believe they are the worst. Whereas I tend to much to do as I'm told, which has led me to get into a lot of trouble in the past. It's like these fellas get a new toy and want to press every button to see what they can make it do - and I would do my all for them. All or nothing - that's me . . . . now I choose nothing.
I'm fine @eth. I don't know where that came from, just out of the blue, but for some reason I must have wanted/needed to get it out. I'm so grateful for this forum that gives me a safe place, without judgement, to do so. I hope I didn't stir too many bad memories for you, and that you enjoyed your support workers visit 🙂 Thank you for accepting me
