when is it time for hospital

[outlander]

Good night @MDT

[outlander]

Why does my brain insist on reliving it. Ive lived it. Isnt that enough 😞

Everything just hurts. I want it to stop!!!!


The more upset  I am the worse my head gets but i cant help it im watchinc it all happen over and iver again including some of my hospital stay.  The bits i remember anyway. 

Why does everything have to hurt why is it always so painful 😞 😞

[MDT]

@Sans1911 hope you are getting better
i was in hospital a year ago this month and we only get better a baby step at a time, always remember that 🙂
hope you are well

[MDT]

hey @outlander are you familiar with mindfulness and RAT ?
Try it out if you can. I have found it helps a lot with anxiety.
But do remember that you are not there now.. come back to the present

[outlander]

Never heard of it @MDT

Its not the present but it wasnt long ago. I dont want to be there. I want to get out
Its dragging me back in there

[Former-Member]

Good night my beautiful cyber-grandgirl Claire @outlander

I'm going to sit by your bedside and fuss over your injuries, bring you a hot water bottle and move your Sisters out of the bedroom {they can sleep on the cyber-lounge!} . . . you need peace and quiet 🙂 I'll check on you through the night and pull the bed covers up. I'll be hovering in cyber-space blocking the bad dreams as best I can, so you can get some much needed rest.

A kiss goodnight and a gentle stroke of your hair.

Love you to Claire

Niqua

[outlander]

God damn i missed you Niqua
You know what thats just what I needed
If inly you were really here hey... but your cyber spirit is strong
I know your with me ❤❤❤
@Former-Member

[outlander]

Still up 😞

[Former-Member]

 I thought you would be asleep girl! 

[Former-Member]

Just up to let my cat out as I crashed early.Didnt read all your post @Sans911,until I got into the bed.Hope your cat is OK,know how it's a worry when you know they aren't right.!My big ginger and white long-haired years ago used to continuously need antibiotics for infection from grass seeds etc.I always knew when he was sick because his coat would get very dull.Hope your stomach settles too @Sans911🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸.

@outlander,Thanks friend,it's hard to believe in yourself .It is good to get your mind focused on something and being home all the time isn't good for you.But when I mix,I feel a part of me estranged from others,and a difference because I am a failure for someone my age,and the impact of mental health.🌸