when is it time for hospital

[outlander]

I cant keep doing this
Nothing i do will ever be good enough
I try my heart out and its not enough
Ive cried tears now im completely numb
Cant feel a thing except defeat

[Sans911]

@outlander yes, you work very hard to keep things going, and this is but a bump in the road. I know how hard it is for you; you give so much and it never seems enough right? It's such a kick in the pants. You are not defeated yet lil Sis, you are much, much stronger than you know.

[outlander]

Ihave no idea what else to do

Icantgo back to.hospital. i have kids who are dependent on me

Im not getting a social worker involved

Ineed to go and find answers

I cant think straight

Iguess ill keep driving and driving until i find it.

Icant home

Im avoiding that

At this point im ready to sleep in my car

[outlander]

I cant keep going anymore

Im sorry these are pathetic responses

Im sorry

[Maggie]

@outlander I wish I could tuck you in my spare room so you could get some rest. You deserve so much better. Please drive carefully. Can you sit by the beach somewhere. Sending a warm hug.

[Former-Member]

@outlander,I think you need to go home,if you are out somewhere or please make sure you are safe wherever you are.I don't know what went on , but if you are out and you feel unsafe with yourself I trust you will walk into the hospital if you have to.

I know the charity bags are a good idea but you need money for a emergency like tonight where you can get accommodation if you need to.

Let us know you are OK.💕

[Former-Member]

@Sans911,went and brought two storage tubs for my mother's clothing,one is tracksuit pants because there's no room on her wardrobe shelf.All year,Everytime I'm in a shop and say ",you have enough tracksuit pants,she says "she's not none".Eighty percent still have price tags,it's organised nearly til she brings the suitcase back.It frustrates me when I get it right and she doesn't look after it.Took one pair to Vinnie's,I have took clothing before when she's away.Like shirts says she's got none, there's over 100 in there.She used to buy them and stuff them in garbage bags.And instead of putting rubbish in the bin she shoves it in a shopping bag and shoves it in the wardrobe.Ive been cleaning for years.Hooe you are OK and @outlander wherever you are.

[outlander]

hi guys @Sans911@Bubbles3@Maggie@Former-Member@Former-Member

i just wanted to let you guys know that im safe, i drove around for over 3 hrs. i have no answers. i have nothing.

i decided to come back home, it was the safest option.

i dont know what the next step is now.

i just wanted to let you know that im at home. and thank you for caring. it means alot

im logging off now

[Sans911]

@outlander I was very worried about you. I thought you'd gone down the wombat hole and was never coming out. Thanks for letting us know you are safe

[outlander]

Sorry @Sans911
I wanted to