when is it time for hospital

[outlander]

My mother is fine with him. They get on like a house on fire amd communicate very clearly with each other. It just seems to be when it comes to me everything falls apart.

Im already damages. Im damaged unwanted goods and people cant fix those.
I wont do anything tonight and the mods are here. You can tag them in to if need be but i know they are around
@Owlunar

[outlander]

Im still awake @Owlunar

[Owlunar]

Okay @outlander

I hope you will be okay - I hope to catch up with you in the morning - 

I am sure there are agencies that can help you - but I think the best way is to get some help from a therapist to help you learn to stand up for yourself - this can be learned - I did this myself - though I tended to be aggressive rather than passive

It's very hard for you - I can tell - and I am glad you will be okay tonight and will tag the moderator if you need to - but I have already let them know you have had a bad afternoon and evening

All the best tonight Outlander

Dec

[outlander]

Thanks @Owlunar much appreciated 💕💕💕

[outlander]

I hope you get some sleep too and i havent caused you any distress @Owlunar

[Owlunar]

Goodnight @outlander

I am glad I was able to be here during the late afternoon and tonight - 

See you tomorrow

Dec

[JoseJones]

@outlander

Are you still awake?  I will be logging off at 12 but there will be another moderator on during the night.  How are you feeling? 

@OwlunarYes there will be moderators here overnight. Thanks for being so supportive this evening.

[outlander]

Yep im still awake @JoseJones
Im still feeling the same only now the full on flashbacks are starting now. The ones i can hear see and feel and i dont know how ill go with these tonight
Its so hard 😞

[KobeCat]

Hi @outlander

KobeCat here, the overnight moderator.   

Just started so will be with you until 7am

I am sorry things are so difficult at the moment.  

I will send you an email with the usual supports.  

Let me know if there is anything I can do to assist.

Please stay safe, 

Kobe

[eth]

Sorry I wasn't here tonight @outlander  I crashed at 8pm.  What a night you've had!  Hoping you are getting some much needed sleep by now.