when is it time for hospital

[outlander]

@Former-MemberI still think you did a really great job. You got through two scary things all in one and its not easy to do so well done. Lil youve had it really rough and techniqcally you do work. Your a carer for your mum. And your not inadequate at all, not to me your not

@Sans911

my precious sister, im sorry youve had such a rough day yourself. Is your cat ok?
At elast you got there in the end hey. I cant turn my phone off in case of emergencies but I do set time aside where im not on it and choose not to answer phone calls. Its hard to look at a screen for a long time so apologise if im slow getting abck to you. I see my gp tomorrow she might be able to help with a bit of thi pain as pan**ol isnt working for me.

Do they have any suspicions about whats causing your pain in your stomach? Im sorry your in so much pain. I understand I wish something would ease up and I redid my stupid ankle earlier too but I realised just how weak it is because it hurt when I redid it but it didnt last long. Its so weak and the tendons and things are already so strecthed it didnt really do anything when I slipped.

My drawings whats been keeping me going during those hospital visits as well. I had nothing to do and drawing for me is soemthing I enjoy when im in the right mood so I tend to turn to that

[Sans911]

@outlander my cat is fine now. He's sleeping at the end of the bed; totally chilled. He was a bit unsettled when we got home, then he came up on the bed and rubbed my face as if he was apologising. Sweet boy.

Yes I generally can't have my phone off for too long, but for different reasons. I'm back under the care of the community mh team, who call me regularly. If I miss a couple of calls & don't respond they'll come to my home with the police! I've had that a couple of times already. That's one aspect of my BPD when it gets out of control.

My gut problems are possibly caused by the amount of medication I've recently ingested which might have irritated my stomach lining. I've got more tests to come yet, but back to GP next week or emergency if things get work.

So the young and the old will battle on together huh?! Oh, we make a right pair don't we 😂. Dear me. I hope you get some rest sweet. Don't expect too rapid a recovery. I know it's frustrating for you, but like your foot don't push too soon or it'll just take longer.

[outlander]

Im.glad your cats fine now @Sans911 when our pets are upset it affects us greatly too ontop of what we already deal with but im glad hes ok now.All the meds youve ingested? You didnt try and overdos3 did you...?Haha yes we make a right bloody pair. I just want to be better. I didnt need this ontop of everything else. Its set me back. And the less i do the more upset it makes me. I feel like a couch sloth rolling in pain. I hate it and i hate not being able to be like i usually am

[outlander]

Im so tired

I just want to sleep but im scared to sleep

And i just want thepain to stop

@NikNik im sure i seen you around
How can i make the nightmares stop

[Queenie]

Hey @outlander. I'm not all that up for typing much tonight, but I have been reading your posts and I just wanted to say Hi and let you know I am thinking of you. 

[outlander]

Hey @Queenie
Ive seen you like a few posts
How are you

[NikNik]

Hi @outlander

Unfortunately I don't have an answer, because everyone is so different.

Maybe other members have some suggestions though and it's just about trying a variety of things - both what your peers and what your support team suggest.

Keep on testing out different strategies until you find what works for you.

Take care

Nik

[Sans911]

@outlander I was in hospital a couple of weeks ago. I can't really say more as it's not encouraged in the guidelines of these forums. I want to be better too, but it's really difficult some days. Right now I can just take a little step at a time, moment by moment.

Sounds like you need to rest/sleep and so do I. I'll drop by tomorrow to say hi. Goodnight @outlander. Go back to that happy place

[outlander]

Ok @NikNik

Oh @Sans911 my precious sister. Please take care of yourself ok. Ill chat tomorrow ❤❤

[MDT]

good night