when is it time for hospital

[outlander]

@Former-Member im very sorry all of that happened to you- i literally dont ahve any words at the moment. i love you too and your always in my thoughts. im glad you felt comfortable sharing that

@Owlunarthank you for your responses as well. i cant wait to get outta here. im back at home tonight and it is very strange but i guess im use to that now. i have no one in this life i feel i can really trust now, not even my psychologist. its not her its the program its running through im afraid they will release my details and i dont want that

@Phoenix_Rising i rang the psychologist today to get more information. they do the 3 sessions for an assessment and then they can also give other therpy sessions based on what they diagnose as well as telling gp psych etc etc

i have changed to a female psychologist and the group sessions are only if i want to go- they did hint to me that there was older people in there. i so guess its an indication that there arent many younger people to get to know really.

im not into group therapy- its based on mindullness and distress tolerance skills.

yes im about an hour- to an hour and a half way depending on how far into syndey you are.

[outlander]

its my regualr gp appointment- only the first in the week another one to go yet.  @Pepsimax

ive gotta discuss medications and let her know whats being going on for the past few days. i gotta talk about not taking the full course of antibiotics and what to do about that. and also up my medications becasue i ahvent had side effects. i gotta show her the cyst and also talk to her about the psychiatrist appointment on thursday which im not going to

[outlander]

Ive taken my tablets now @Pepsimax @eth

Im soo tired and i want to sleep but what if the monsters come while im sleeping. I dont want nightmares.
Oh so tired

[Former-Member]

Good night @outlander You sound utterly exhausted . . . too tired for monsters. Slle=p well, peace be with yiou XxX

[eth]

They look like the weed we used to have to clear paddocks of when I had horses too @outlander.  Hope you are sleeping now and not too sore in the morning.  And that your appointment goes well for you.

[outlander]

Obviously not tired enough Niqua as i did have nightmares around 3am. Nice spelling btw

I went to sleep around 1am and got got up at 6 with the waking hours from monsters around 3.
My muscles are saying dont you dare think about moving!


Yeah Eth they are very common weeds and they spread very fast! I thought they might have started to die off but they arent at all. And ive got 17 bags to prove it! And thats no even half the paddock yet!

@Former-Member @eth


Im super tired and i wont sleep in the day nor will i get a chance 😞
Think i might need a radox bath

[eth]

I only had about 5 hrs sleep myself.  Have been up since 4.30 @outlander.  Still I'm not going anywhere today.

[outlander]

How did your appointment go yesterday @eth i waa meant to ask yesterday but forgot
Do you have any plans for something to do at home?

[eth]

I went to a cooking group at a drop in centre @outlander.  It was just ok.  We made salmon patties but nothing to go with them.  It doesn't challenge me enough but it's good to get out of the house and mix with people a bit.  Just washing to do today.

[outlander]

Oh a cooking class @eth whats your fave things to cook?
I love baking but desserts are my specialty
My drs appointment just got cancelled so have to wait till friday now