worried

[outlander]

aww thats cute @Former-Member you often call me that. i think its sweet

yeah this little or not so little has really taken it out of me considering ive got 3 infections going on atm myself.  i hate limbo land. its a painful place to be. 

thank you for caring and listening too 

[PeppiPatty]

@outlander dear @outlander

We are here for you my darling lady. Did you know that you have a whole community thinking of you ....your

work so hard for your family. Your maturity is beyond brilliant. 

But we are here for you. I know it might be difficult to read @Faith-and-Hope message or @Former-Member......

@Faith-and-Hope .....does make a lot of good sence....do you thinnk that you could praitce it just once per minute....just little bits at a time ? 

PeppiPatty

[outlander]

hello @PeppiPatty thank you for your msg, i really appreciate it  

im trying to take it one step at a time starting with having a shower eventually and trying to sleep before  the appointments tomorrow 

minute by minute for the time being

[Appleblossom]

Just trying to give you some strength no matter what happens.  Dont underestimate him or you. Bellissima

[outlander]

Aww thank you @Appleblossom 💜💜

[Appleblossom]

Obviously I have not got a clue what either of you look like. @outlander 

Its not meant to be prescriptive, just give some positive images for your unique journey with your dad.  No matter what happens LOVE is the SOUL DANCE and it is ALL YOURS.

[outlander]

Pop @Appleblossom not dad but i get where ypur coming from. Thank you much appreciated 💚💚💛💛

[Faith-and-Hope]

As in grand-pop @outlander ......right ?

[outlander]

Yeah as in mums dad @Faith-and-Hope

[outlander]

Hi @PeppiPatty @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @Shaz51 @Appleblossom and everyone 💜

We got a phone call from pops specialist last night. He needs to go and have a biopsy done with the camera tube thing before xmas. If the results come back that its sinister or could turn bad then he needs to have further treatment and/or surgury

Thanks everyone