All on my own

[Former-Member]

Hi @BambiFawn

Glad you were able to talk to someone and feeling better - hope today is a better one for you 🤗xx

[BambiFawn]

Hey @Former-Member, 

Raining here, but I'm feeling better thanks and not letting the mood of the inclement weather affect me.  I enjoyed watching ' Michael Hutchence' last night. 

Ya my dear Deacon friend took me to Maccas and we had a cappuccino and toasted banana bread.  It was so nice to catch up with a good friend. 

Have a good day dear beautiful @Former-Member. Thanks for your caring words for me my dear friend.  Bless you.    

[Shaz51]

Hey Hello my awesome @BambiFawn , i have found you here

you are never alone my friend , I love this picture , i hope you do too , sooo cute

[BambiFawn]

Hey @Shaz51, 

My dear awesome friend Shaz, I love the cute piggy in the photo and ice cream.  Ya, I'm glad I found a friend in you sweetie.  I saw my Doctor today and he was so kind.  I showed him my mother's text which said ' Feel ashamed of yourself and go to hell where you belong.'  He was so kind, he googled the scripture verse of a psalm 27:10, where it says' When your mother and father forsake you, I (God)will take care of you.' A very sweet verse and I was very touched.  I'm glad I shared it with you dear Shaz, your dear friend, BambiFawn xx

[BambiFawn]

Ya I am motherless.  I sometimes feel like a 'babe in the woods' or wilderness so to speak.  Left all on my lonesone.  However, I have such good supportive and loving Christian friends that give me wise counsel.  My friend and I regularly go to for coffees and chat. My other friends text me a, nd write loving words to me.  One of my friends says I'm such ' a sweet and gentle lamb' lol.  We write creatively and send each other poems and some little essays.  

It is hard not having a mother, let alone a mother that has been verbally abusing me for years.  She has not replied to me and ignored me for 3 1/2 months.  Apparantly I am invisible. I mean nothing to her.  She is contemptuous and 'hates' me or dislikes me.  And for what, I was the innocent party, who often said nothing back and went into shock over her hurtful words to me ie, calling me a ratbag of a daughter, when I never said or did anything to hurt her.  

All in all, I'm happy now knowing I'm a good living person and my faith has helped me.  Jesus has a mother's heart.  I won't say anymore about God because I've heard from the monitors that sadly it offends some people and ' triggers' them.  Suffice to say the good Lord has taken me under his mother bird wings, protecting His young, me, Hi dear @soul, @Shaz51, @Bunniekins, @Former-Member, @Former-Member et al.Any counsel or advice for me? hugs.