Am Not Coping

[outlander]

@Zoe7

[TAB]

Aruleun @Faith-and-Hope ? Re pic ol spelt wrong. Near Armadale re festival etc

[TAB]

Well cats are .. cats 😸 used to love watching mine with mice.. notso much when pigeon/trophy brought thru open window in middle of night well decades ago now @MDT anyway isn’t that an X wing fighter ie my side re Darth-Tab lol

[MDT]

that's a bitter pill to swallow @Zoe7 sorry to hear about that

I can see that teaching is a passion and that it would've meant so much for you but as you said "t is what it is and I can't do anything to change it - there is nothing more I could do that I haven't already done."

At least not at this point. You are persistent and cultured so I believe you when you say that you want to go from part time to full time to get things back on course for yourself. You got guts my friend 🙂

Thank you for your ongoing support in my own journey too, and I can see you have many people here who are rooting for you. Keep on keeping on my friend.

[MDT]

indeed it is Darth @TAB

[Faith-and-Hope]

Guessing you will be asleep now @Zoe7 .....

I was late getting home tonight so I had gotten the kids to all eat ahead of me ..... but D2 had been suiting herself today and messed up all the work I had left in place on the table, including beading gear .... grrr .... she was in the dog-house the rest of the evening .....

Then lots of sorting out to do, including some work-related emails, and a convo D3 was waiting on ..... now I am settling down to some left-behind visual diary stuff.

I hope you have managed to doze off.  I will look for you in the morning.

Hugs ..... 💚🦋💐🌷💕

[TAB]

Ok Araluen @Faith-and-Hope

[Maggie]

@Zoe7 If you were asking to return to work after a physical illness would the outcome be different?? Is this prejudice or have I not read enough posts.

My black dog is alive and too well, but the place has positive possibilities. Talk of returning to hospital, but you can see the skid marks from my heals. Hanging in there, you do that to. Big warm thoughts @Zoe7. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Morning @Zoe7 @Maggie ......

I am curious as to why the Principal said no too, but presuming HR will question that ??

Hi @TAB.  I have never been to Araluen, but I have heard that the poppy fields are beautiful there.  Guess I’m gonna be a tourist when I go back west now, so will have to start checking these things out, huh ?!

[Zoe7]

Thank you @Faith-and-Hope @Maggie @MDT @outlander for your kind words and support. I am feeling very flat still and can feel myself falling further today. I have to try to force myself to go to the pool today otherwise I fear how much further into the dark place I will go! I know I can't do anything about the situation right now but it is hard to deal with and I am really struggling with it all,