not feeling good

[Emelia8]

@BlueBay ... I have missed you every day my long time friend and confidant.  And I have consistently posted to your thread when I have been around.  As you know however, I have been away myself for much of the time you have been gone.  Only popping in for a few days and then gone again.

Of course I will miss you very much should you decide to leave us all.  You may be only one little person (just like me) but your absence would matter to me.  And I know to others as well.

It does matter, if you are only leaving because you think nobody cares.  Because I know lots of us care for and about you.  I was really happy when I saw your message come up, and then greatly saddened when I read that you were thinking about leaving.  You have always supported me from when I first joined here, it must be around the same time as me.  I first joined on 24th September 2016 I think.  And I have valued your support and friendship for the whole time since then.

But I also know that sometimes a change is needed, and its possible that you no longer need us as much as you did.  Perhaps thats a good thing?  Of course you know you can always come back any time you feel you want to. 

Much love to you BlueBay

Emelia 🌸

[BlueBay]

thank you so much @Emelia8  

i know you have been through a lot lately and haven't been on here, but you were on my mind

yes we did join pretty much the same time and i clearly remember you from the other online forum

i am really sorry but i think for now i will go

i will always remember you @Emelia8  and all i want is for you to have peace, love and strength

love to you @Emelia8 

pls take care of yourself

BB 

[Faith-and-Hope]

I am sorry I haven't been here for you these last two weeks @BlueBay ..... they have been really tough ones for me, so I have been a bit quiet everywhere for a while.  

I know you need to do what you feel is best for you - that is part of being you - but I hope you don't stay away.  You are one of my lovely friendships of the last four years, and I miss you when you are not around.  I noticed too ..... but I have had to tread water pretty hard lately, and not getting enough sleep atm.

Take care of you ❣️

[BlueBay]

I'm suffocating in my life. My family. 
I wish I wasn't alive anymore 

I can't breathe 

I'm suffocating 

[Maggie]

@BlueBay  Sending some 💙💙💙💙

[Former-Member]

Hey @BlueBay, I can hear today's really tough, I'm sending you an email to check in 🌻 

[BlueBay]

thanks @Maggie  and @Former-Member  for your support

I am ok at the moment.

@Former-Member  sorry i should have replied, but i have received your email.

[Former-Member]

Hey @BlueBay, good to know you are okay right now and are receiving our emails 🌻 

[Maggie]

@BlueBay  It’s good to know you are ok. 💙💙💙

[Shaz51]

hugs my sister @BlueBay 

a very big week here my darling xoxo