Dear @BlueBay
I hope you get some support no matter what you decide re the forum. It is interesting how we view other people, personalities and posts. I always thought you were getting lots of responses that were better than I could offer. Whether it was through similar experiences or just ways of looking at the world. I have been very sensitive to rejection and being ignored or passed over, but also with so many on the forum, came to realise it is the way of things, and to work more on my insecurities, that read too much into who or what was posting where. I have tried to experiment with different ways of being, but you are right, there are so many posting here, that it is difficult to keep up with it all and to remember everything. In some ways I went with spreading myself thin, but also it can be lovely ahving regular connections with people.
You have worked hard and faced lots of challenges with courage. You helped me keep going by providing a model of a nonna. Go gently wherever your heart takes you.
Love Apple
