Everything music

[greenpea]

@Glisten   https://youtu.be/3j8mr-gcgoI?si=zNBFyBJJBSgJU1Mv

[StuF]

@greenpea 

This was mid-psychosis me, public mental health unit...we used to listen to the top 40 (or whatever the countdown was called) on the radio of an evening...funnily enough, never seen the video before now!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YA_ZiyI3Ros

[greenpea]

@StuF  can you listen to silver chair without it being a trigger?  there are songs which i cannot listen to because i get flash backs.

[greenpea]

@StuF   hospitalizations are tough public especially.

[StuF]

Silverchair are ok for me @greenpea 

But there are others that are no go!

[StuF]

Yeah @greenpea 

Pretty confronting!

[greenpea]

@StuF  StuF have you blocked out memories too painful to remember? i know now that i have.  it is like my mind has shut them down. 

[greenpea]

@StuF   https://youtu.be/4rcg1ubkAeo?si=2KH4anlSPDnAbD9k

[StuF]

I suspect I have @greenpea ...certainly things/thoughts that happened at the heights of my troubles are lost to me

[greenpea]

@StuF   when i do remember it is like waves on a beach. the memories come in then they go out again.