General chit chat

[Maggie]

It's just those feelings, uncomfortable but you can't put your finger on what it is, but somethings wrong, very wrong.

[outlander]

Oh one of those feelings. I hate those feelings too.
Try not to analyze it too.much otherwise it makes you feel worse. Try to just sit knowing its uncomfortable but you cant do much about it and focus on something else @Maggie
Do you have any plans for the rest of the day?

[Maggie]

Done all the distraction things @outlander overactive mind. Just want to disappear. I might head out into the garden it always helps, it's not fair dumping on you, you have far too many worries of your own, but thanks for listening. You are special, you know that right??

[Former-Member]

Claire @outlander 

Here I come carrying a silver tray {it's Forumland and I can have a real silver tray! :)} with a fine porcelain teapot, a silver cream/milk jug and a silver sugar pot 🙂 . . . and a fancy silver coffee pot too 🙂

The Doctors and medications never helped me either, though I'm sure they tried - and in a way that helped. I don't think it means we're unhelpable; there are nearly 8 billion people and no 1 is the same as another - they just don't know how to help us. So we keep trying to help ourselves, to help each other, just to help. Those of us that feel helpless, I think sometimes we try the hardest to help . . . and in doing so we actually help ourselves.

So keep rambling on when you want to, you are helping me and my ramblings, I can hope, are helping you Have you got anything yellow, take it with you to the Doctors, if I can slip a subliminal thought into your head, you'll feel my bony grip squeezing your hand tight every time you touch it

I'm feeling pretty good, thanks for asking. That's kind of strange really, they're doing the baiting and trapping thing here and that normally puts me into the 'hate humans' syndrome - but it's like I'm starting to accept it. My critters are doing fine, though the young fellas got his nose a bit out of joint 'cause I've locked him out of the bedroom. I'm sick of bones being chewed on my bed . . . and then the bones aren't enough so the pillows and sheets cop it too!!

[outlander]

I really dont mind @Maggie im happy to listen to you whatever you have to say. The gardening sounds nice though. Do you have a vegie or flower type garden? Are all your flowers blooming now?

[Former-Member]

@Maggie 

[outlander]

Very pretty Niqua @Former-Member fine dining it is hey what better than having it on melbourne cup day hey.
Your making perfecy sense Niqua. I dont really know what to say. I just hope that one day we will all be better than we are now and all live happy lives. Dreaming but not impossible.
I love talking to you Niqua. I miss you when your not here ❤
I dont have anything yellow but i know your with me. Hand holding will be better esp since ill have to strip from waist down yet again. Getting seriously over it.

As bad as baiting is and i dont like it. We cant stop it and its not an all ur round thing more like peat control...

Oh dear teething puppies are fun arent they lol. Hes making sure your beds all fluffy for you haha.

@Former-Member ❤

[outlander]

Im just about to head off to gp. I know your with me just like the first time squeezing my hand in my panic mode

[outlander]

@Former-Member above msg

[Former-Member]

Oh . . . I didn't realize the horse race that stops a nation was on today! Is it a holiday? I often miss things like that, out here in the bush - it's kind of a nice feeling 🙂

I love your dream Claire @outlander 🙂 I like to dream of every individual being accepted for who they are, not being seen as unwell simply because they don't walk the walk or talk the talk of a preconceived ideal.

I'm going to make a cup of tea now {Must stop coffee!!!!}, I'm also going to hop off the Forum for the day.

I tell you what, not only will I hold your hand at the Doctors, I'll put the other one over all there eyes, so all they see is the medical information they need to help you

Love you Claire