Hello my lovelies @Former-Member@outlander@Appleblossom@Former-Member
Sounds like you have a busy week ahead @Appleblossom. Wishing you and your son the very best outcome at court and I will be thinking of you. I understand how busy it can get - I look forward to reading how everything went when you get a chance to come online ❤️.
@outlander - I hope you are feeling better today @outlander. Whenever you feel low and feel like harming yourself pull your mind away from it and talk to someone either here or in real life's about how you are feeling. Communicating that pain helps - also whatever is making you angry (internalised), move away from it my friend.
You can move past this towards a better life - at times we all need a caring ear, heart and a helping hand to move forward in those times when it can appear that their is no way out. I feel like that somewhat presently but I am hanging onto the belief that it will all work itself out, even though I am at the gates of hell presently (that is how the grief is making me feel). It will work out for you too. Life is a roller coaster with its ups and downs, loops and turns. When going up we enjoy the ride, when coming down we just go with it and hang on for our lives. Let the pain flow from you and put your mind on the good around you my friend, no matter how small.
@Former-Member - your post was beautiful. Even when the pain can seem unbearable there is moments of beauty and joy in this life that makes it worth fighting for. What you said there is so true - your worth your weight in gold. Thanks for being such a good friend. I am here for you too. Hope you are relaxing - I picture you and Holly going for those lovely walks along the lake.....❤️
Its true @Former-Member - I have no choice with my daughter. It's so hard but I have to stick to what I said otherwise nothing will change. I know this. I feel like I am dying inside - the grief great. I will have to go with the flow and hopefully the situation will sort it out sooner rather than later.
I hope you managed a good night sleep. I have been awake all night - probably due to all the stress of the past week and the worry of my daughter. I did learn that she wasnt with the creep the last couple of days but with a friend. It's very hard to trust her.....I said that was good but it has to stay that way. I just don't know how to handle her. She needs to control her anger with management, she needs help.
My heart would not stop racing all night. I have to get those anxiety levels down.......Our agent already has people wanting to look through the house. I have to put them off for a couple of weeks as I am not up to it right now - we are still sorting through things out and I need to get the house immaculate first (it's always tidy but we want it showroom worthy). What a mess as I am not up to anything. One day at a time.......Sending all my love to you
