I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

[outlander]

thats ok sis still gotta wait for pics to come up @Sans911

i feel like im taking away from those who are struggling though with 'planning' i dontparticularly like taking away from anyone else. im sorry if i am...... is it ok that i have you (and everyone reading) involved

[Owlunar]

Don't worry about taking anything away from those who are struggling @outlander

They will write their messages and get their replies as usual

Right now you are part of Good News Week - you are light-relief in the middle of the battle to survive motif - and it is welcomed by me at least and others as well

We have read through your nightmares and I guess you will have your bad days and nights to come - right now we are rejoicing with you

Go for it

Dec

[Former-Member]

@MDTI love on line shopping, hate crowds and shopping centres!

[outlander]

😞

[Sans911]

@outlander-?? 🙁Are you ok?

[outlander]

No @Sans911 there is a law against my name that says im not allowed to be happy. If im happy then theres consequences of it.

[outlander]

Thanks @Owlunar 💚💙

[Sans911]

@outlander - I hear what you've said, but that is BS. I would be tearing up that law, and saying fk you :middle_finger:
How dare anyone tell you or treat you in this way. Most importantly though is that you are the one that has to tell yourself you are worthy of a good life, you deserve happiness and joy, and you deserve love. Big gobs of love that make you dizzy and feel special. 😍😍

[outlander]

i wish i could 😞  @Sans911 you deserve all that happiness and love and care too you know.

im paying a consequence now sis, i dont think this is ever going to end is it. even when they move out. this is never going to end. i just want to hide away. they are happier without me. its been proven over and over again and yet again today. 

[Sans911]

@outlander - what is the consequences you are paying lil Sis? What has happened today? Do you want to talk about it?

I understand that your problems aren't going away as your family will remain nearby, and you'll still be responsible for some of your sister's care. Abd maybe your family will be happier without you. Wouldn't you like to be around to make that better life for yourself, and stick that to them?