I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

[outlander]

Its only cause it was a panic attack @Former-Member nothing other medically it just got too much

@Former-Member i know they might just move me back to an isolation room thats not in use as i cant handle the waiting room

[Former-Member]

Yeh I know @outlander how stupid I feel going to the dr over anxiety and depression,it makes you feel so weak,and stupid,but the fact you needed medical attention shows it was serious.

[Former-Member]

But please,perv on the male staff for me,you will probably see one and make you laugh when you think of me,as he will probably look feral!lol

[outlander]

Yeah i feel like an idiot now @Former-Member but it was neccessary a few nurses there recognised me from the other night.
They come in and ummed if i was coming home tonight or not. Ill know soon but the hosp dr gave me a prn so thats helping.

Befor i read this i did see a male staff member and he was looking feral lol
But there was abit of eye candy with one of the passing nurses. Too tired to care right now anyway.

[Former-Member]

Lol @outlander!yeh he sounds hot!
Just take it as it comes,do whatever is best for you.

[outlander]

They sending me home. Mums on her way to get me now @Former-Member


Im feeling very embarrassed. I came in her because i was trying to end my life now im nere trying to save it and i knew some of that staff 😞 so ive got the embarrassment happening

[Former-Member]

If they are good at their job @outlander,they should have the qualities of empathy and non judgementalism,surely.Thats why I'd have to travel a hour away for hospital in the mental health.Your problems are both physical and psychological,if they can't understand,they shouldn't be in the job.

[outlander]

They havent said anything to me in that sense but i recognise 3 of them. @Former-Member ill get over it.
Im hoping to come home and sleep

[Former-Member]

Just get the name and number of that feral man for me before you go!lol @outlander

[outlander]

Lol @Former-Member i havent seen him since the first time. Change of shifts beyween 930 and 10 so prob gonr home.
Mums here now will talk later