I'm in a nest

[Spookytookims]

@CheerBear  Im not getting email advices from this thread unless Im tagged it seems.    So didnt know you were here.

what are you scared of?   

[CheerBear]

@Spookytookims - getting an order placed on me. Their call tonight has triggered massive fear and I'm so tired and it's messing with me

[Spookytookims]

Ok...  @CheerBear   you need to think this through.   IF an order is placed on you..  do you have things in place to have the LF cared for?  I'm sure you do by now because these threat business has been ongoing for days now so pretty sure you would have made some type of arrangement in case it happens, yes?

[CheerBear]

No @Spookytookims i don't. My cm spoke about needing to do that asap today just in case and has told me she'd work out a time for next week to do it. I can't let it happen. That's the bottom line. I have to do what I can to make sure it doesn't happen

[Former-Member]

I'm really sorry if I made it worse @CheerBear 😔  

Please don't respond. It's a one way apology. I hope you get through tonight ok. 

Hey @Spookytookims  Been thinking about you today too. I understand your thoughts and saw your first post on the other thread . I get it's all frustrating for you.   Go gentle on you too 

thinking of you both 💜🤗

[Former-Member]

PS night to both of you. I'm heading off now. 💜🤗😴😴😴

my hearts going out to you @CheerBear💜

[Spookytookims]

Hi @Former-Member  I'm ok.. more pissed off than anything.  Should just write it out I think...  cos it's just making me twisted when I think of it all.   Totally floored by a moderators comment in the TI thread.. seriuosly  wtf!  But hey.. typical not thinking I guess, ....     but how are you?

@CheerBear...  do you think that's the biggest problem them.. thinking you might be ordered and not having something arranged for the LF?  Cos I;m pretty sure in that situation that would be the biggest thing for me.

[CheerBear]

The biggest problem @Spookytookims is that I think I'm starting to feel much more 'crazy' than before. Like I really don't know what is happening, what's real, who I can trust, what I am hearing and seeing. My body is tired and wired and it's getting very messy.

[Spookytookims]

@CheerBear  I don't get why they are all over the place on this with you.  I don't understand why it is in this weird limbo maybe it will/maybe it won't happen thing...    I just so totally don't get that at all.  Do you know why they are so hedging and bullshit on it?

[CheerBear]

I know someone will step up for LF if needed @Spookytookims. I don't want to tell them what's happening but I know they will be there if they need.