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[Bow]

I’ll just sit here on the couch

watch tv

lego masters finale is on tonight 

take my meds

go to bed

[Jynx]

Oh nice, Lego Masters sounds cool as @Bow! I've never seen it myself but I can imagine it's chock full of cool creations and competitive shenanigans! 

[Bow]

Taken my meds early @Jynx  wish they would just knock me out I need a horse tranquilizer I think I just wanna go to bed I had a bad night last night woke a lot and then was awake between 3-5am was nearly just gonna get up for the day but I eventually managed to get back to sleep

i see my pdoc on Thursday again I’ve been seeing him a lot but he had to put in an application for me to trial a stimulant I don’t have adhd so it’s off label so he has to apply for me to use it but he is hoping that it will lift my mood

[Jynx]

@Bow oh hun, I know how much sleep is an issue for you, that really sucks. I hope tonight is better. 

Oh hectic, I hope they're able to get it going, maybe it'd be super helpful for you! 

[Bow]

It’s an extremely lonely existence
Wonder if anyone would notice

[lavenderhaze]

Hi @Bow ❤️

How're you feeling today?

Life can indeed be lonely at times but there are people who care about you hun

[Bow]

Pretty lousy @lavenderhaze 

[lavenderhaze]

Oh I am sorry to hear that @Bow 

Did you get much sleep last night?

[Bow]

No @lavenderhaze  sleep is an ongoing issue for me. It’s not new. 

[lavenderhaze]

I imagine that must make things harder @Bow 

Is there anything you can do today that brings some comfort? ❤️