My special place

[creative_writer]

@Snowie I wish people understood cptsd better. Complex trauma is very challenging.

I hope you are able to rest up and sleep well tonight 💖

[Snowie]

No response needed.

"How are you"  3 words that can hold so much power.

Your supports ask, but they are paid too.

Bump into someone up the street, they ask but really don't want to know the truth

Your friends ask (if you have any), they wouldn't know what to say if you tell them the truth

Family members might ask, they don't want to know the dark secrets in the family

So who is left? 

Thanks all

[Eve7]

I’m here @Snowie …just saying ❤️

[Snowie]

Thanks @Eve7 

I wish I could be here for you.

Please take care of you

[Eve7]

Thinking of you @Snowie 

I’m ok hon 🩵🩵🩵

[Bow]

Dropping by with a heap of love and hugs for you hon @Snowie 💕💕

[Snowie]

Just checking in

Things are still not going great. I ended up at ed again. 

Unfortunately I couldn't get into see my psych any earlier and my pdoc is still away. He is overseas so not answering any emails.

Still feeling very uncomfortable and just taking it moment by moment.

[outlander]

sending love to you @Snowie

[Eve7]

Sitting with you @Snowie 🩵💜🩵

[Snowie]

Got an appt. with my psych for Thursday. Only via telehealth though. I guess it's better than nothing but struggle to connect with her when I'm looking at a laptop.

I wake up in the morning and for about 10sec things seem ok, then my thoughts start again. 

That persistent voice is so hard to ignore, to set aside. It just wants you to give in.

Is it bed time yet