My special place

[outlander]

Thats ok safety first @Snowie
And im always here for you, and more than happy to be ❤
Please take care and tag me if you need

[outlander]

Still sittng with you @Snowie 💜 💜

[Snowie]

Is anyone around?

[outlander]

Im around @Snowie
How are you going?

[Snowie]

@outlander

I can't do this anymore, I feel numb. 

[outlander]

@Snowie you can do this i believe in you.
The waiting game is causing havoc and iknow youve been really patient with all this. Its not your fault. Tomorrow hopefully youll hear back from them or call them again yourself. Someone ought to know something....

Would it help to talk about what you can do to get through tonight? Or just anything in general to keep your mind occupied for a little while?

[Snowie]

I'm sorry @outlander, I don't want to put this onto you. 

No wonder people give up, How can getting help be so hard. My mind is betraying me.

Just talk about anything please

[outlander]

Your not putting anything onto me @Snowie

Hmm alright...would it trigger you to talk about a study option i was looking at? I dont want to make it about me though.

[Snowie]

I'm sorry, I am just going to go. I don't want to put this onto others. It's all I have been going on about for ages. I am sick and tired of it, others must be too.

Thank you all for your words of help and encouragement.

I just need to go

I need to stop complaining

I need to make it stop

[outlander]

@Snowie please dont go. Im super worried about you. Please just stay. I know it is so fking hard but your not putting it onto any of us and i dont get sick of hearing about anything you have to say. Good or bad