RE: Darkness surrounds me

[Faith-and-Hope]

Yep ...... melting here at 10am and 30deg already ...... about to walk home in it and wrong myself out when I get there ...... ☹️

Sooooo not a summer person .......

[outlander]

At 10am! @Faith-and-Hope id be melting like an iceblock!

[Faith-and-Hope]

That's it, pretty much .......

Waterfall sounds like heaven @Sans911 ...... my closest waterfall is the shower ..... lol .....

[Former-Member]

I can’t keep doing this, my anxiety is so high and I can’t get it down. Had a psychologist app. and that didn’t even help after spending time trying to decrease it. Now he wants to see me twice a week and start thinking about a hospital stay to try and reset. He is going to speak to the psychiatrist about it. On top of that, he doesn’t think the meds are working and neither do i so looks like it will be back to the drawing board. I feel worse rather than better after being on them. I hate all of this crap and have just had enough. I am so exhausted of trying to deal with this every minute of every day. 

[outlander]

@Former-Member ❤❤❤ hearing you and sitting with you ❤

[Faith-and-Hope]

♥️ @Former-Member ......

[Former-Member]

Thanks @outlander you have got enough to deal with yourself and now a kidney infection on top of that. Hopefully the meds they gave you help.

I just feel defeated. I have done everything they have asked and it is all just worse and I just can’t anymore

[outlander]

I know sis i understand ❤ it doesnt hurt nor bother me to sit here with you and listen to tour worries @Former-Member you do the same for me.
Lil sis hugs 👭❤❤💌💌

[Former-Member]

Thanks @Faith-and-Hope

@outlander like how the hell can I get my anxiety under control when my psych couldn’t even help me. And all these stupid meds have done is given me side effects and not helped. Now is is most likely hospital and somehow I don’t think it will be by choice. He saw exactly what I had done during the night.

[outlander]

@Former-Member i feel the same way. When i was first addmitted it wasnt by choice either. This is what i mean by what the heck do we do when our help isnt helping. I know we have to work for it etc but if they dont know how to help then where does that leave us?

Hospital can help though just as a reset. Not always but its possible. I really hope it doesnt come down to that. with the increased support they are offerring i hope its enough.

Have they thought about a respite instead of hospital where you can get help and support but you can also leave and see family in a non hospital setting?