Someone help me

[Sans911]

@Bubbles3 is there anything, even just a little thing you can do to distract yourself? Do your husband know how bad your feelings are? If you feel you can't share that perhaps ask to give you a hug. What about calling the SANE helplines? I know being on the forums doesn't change the way you feel, but at least you aren't alone with these feelings

[Bubbles3]

theres no point anymore. had enough. by world

[LouLouMagoo]

Hey @Bubbles3 I've sent you an email, I'll send you another one to follow up 

[Teej]

There is a point @Bubbles3. You are important and do matter. Please don't see that there are guidelines are there to make it harder for you. There is so much support here for you. It's just tough when you are starting out and lots of it feels overwhelming. I know when I started I broke guidelines and felt really crappy about myself over it. I now see it as a really important part of being here and it helps to have boundaries to be safe in for all of us including me. I understand when you are on edge just clutching trying to find a way though. I've called out for help in the past in so many different ways when I hurt so much. The hardest part is that I often did looking for a magic wand just to make me feel better at the time. I'm not sure if this helps but I wanted you to make sure you know you matter and that there is support here for you. Take care and go gently. 💐

[Bubbles3]

another day, same shit

[outlander]

Is there anything you can do today that might make the day better?
Reading your gave book
Watching your fave movie
Playing with pets?
Going to a favourite place like rhe beach or gardens...
@Bubbles3

[Bubbles3]

thanks @outlander

or i could just lay in bed all day

and hide from this world

yeah , that sounds good

[outlander]

I find its better to try and get up and do something to get out of my own mind
Can you try some of those suggestions and see how you feel afterwards?

[Bubbles3]

here i go again

i always feel like there is something missing in my life,........ but i have kids.....i have a hubby......i have pets....... i have a roof over my head and food in the cubboard. 

so whats missing

i dont know. there something missing inside of me. i feel deep pain and sadness that wont go away. i feel great sadness and the depression wont go away. i havee everything i want right infront of me but its still not good enough. what about me. i miss the old me . the happy me...... not that i was ever truley happy. i want to fell content and safe from me .

i want to be happy and play with  my kids. i want to be happy and do thing around the house like a normal wife and mother does. but i just cant. im stuck. im stuck in this little world and i cant get out of it.

[Bubbles3]

im so sorry for everyone listening to some of my stuff all the time. i hope everyone can forgive me