**Trigger warning** Stuck in world of sadness and Suicidal Ideation

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi everyone ..... ♥️

I'm on the move again, but I like to look in on everyone, even if I don't really know what to say that might help ..... just sitting with you helps me anyway ..... and I hope you can feel the love .....

[outlander]

And knowing your around helps us @Faith-and-Hope ❤❤

[Faith-and-Hope]

🤗💋 @outlander .......

[Sans911]

@Faith-and-Hope I'm comforted by you watching over me, and the forums in general. So it if helps me to help you (I need to be careful with my word choices here or I'll end up with an @Phoenix_Rising muddle💜💛) then by all means like away. Take care

@Phoenix_Rising you have no idea until now that I'm blown away by your response on this thread. I'm honoured you have shared your story with me but I haven't been able to process it & respond because I've only surfaced for air today after a very long and tricky week of barely staying alive. So for now I've copied & stored under password protection your story. They are some things in that story I want to respond to, but I want to give it time & respect that you have taken that you gave to me. I also saw that you were having a tricky day earlier, and I didn't want to respond while you were distressed. You have all the traits required to be a brilliant advocate not only for BPD, but also for mh in general. You need to share that with the world someday.

[Phoenix_Rising]

@Sans911 Awwwww shucks, you made me feel all warm and fuzzy. And more than that, you super made me giggle with this: @Faith-and-Hope I'm comforted by you watching over me, and the forums in general. So it if helps me to help you (I need to be careful with my word choices here or I'll end up with an @Phoenix_Rising muddle💜💛) then by all means like away. Take care

It made me super giggle because I'm pretty sure you did get yourself into a muddle. I'm pretty sure you were trying to say to @Faith-and-Hope  "so if it helps you to help me..." rather than "so if it helps me to help you...". Congratulations @Sans911, you've been turtled!

[Former-Member]

@Faith-and-HopeI love that you look in on us. It makes me feel safe and heard. It is like a guardian angel looking over us 

[Sans911]

@Phoenix_Rising do you know I read that bit 3 times before I posted, and it took YOU to spot my muddle and point it out to me? Lol. Here's me trying to be a smart wise crack, but I ended tripping over my own feet. If @Zoe7 reads this, I hope it gives her a little chuckle too. And @Faith-and-Hope is possibly scratching her head and laughing at the same time.

[Faith-and-Hope]

Awww .... lotsa warm fuzzies here tonight .... ♥️

[Former-Member]

@Sans911hey hun, I am going to log of and try and at least rest and maybe I might drift of to sleep. I hope you get some sleep tonight.

@Faith-and-Hopewill say hi and bye in the same sentence! Hope you get some sleep too

[Faith-and-Hope]

Thanks @Former-Member ..... I hope you do too ..... ❣️