**Trigger warning** Stuck in world of sadness and Suicidal Ideation

[Former-Member]

@Sans911Morning hun, I know you must be struggling big time. My thoughts are with you 

[Sans911]

@Former-Member @outlander @Faith-and-Hope @Sahara

I'm sorry I'm here but not here. I just don't have any words right now. I'm so sorry I can't be there for you in your pain and struggles, but I know you're being taken care of.

[outlander]

As long as your safe sis. Its good to hear from you ❤❤👭 @Sans911 ❤❤❤

[Former-Member]

@Sans911 Never be sorry hun, you need to look after yourself first. I will always be there for you and you are there for me. Just the thought of you sitting next to me is enough. You are always in my thoughts, love you like a sister Sans. Take care of you first💕💕💕💕

[Former-Member]

Whatever is going on @Sans911,look after yourself.💖

[Former-Member]

@Sahara
I dont like struggling, not being able to live independently,living on taxpayers money which I never thought I would, scraping money for a coffee,looking at everyone else update cars and wondering what is going to happen to me.I worry one day I will be homeless.I don't live luxious ,but want to be comfortable and have pride in my worth.I do buy my shirts from Myer because I'm tall and require tunic length tops, I buy them because I need /like that style.I hate struggling ,no I'm not like your sister but just want to be entitled to a life @Sahara.

[Sans911]

@Former-Member sorry I forgot to tag you. I'm watching over you too. I just can't be fully present here right now. My head is seriously fkd up, and I've only one nights full sleep in 2 weeks with nightmares other nights. Take care hun

[Former-Member]

That's ok @Sans911,had insomnia bad 6 hrs ago,know what it does lack of sleep,take care.🚣

[Former-Member]

I meant 6 yrs ago @Sans911! that sounded like I was bull*******! Lol

[Sans911]

@Former-Member see, I'm so sleep deprived I didn't even notice whether it was hours or days. Well, I did, but you know what I mean