Stuck in world of sadness and Suicidal Ideation

[outlander]

@Sans911 ❣❣

[Former-Member]

Still sitting here with you 

@Sans911

[Faith-and-Hope]

Me too .... ❣️

@Sans911

[outlander]

@Sans911 ❤❤

[Sans911]

@Former-Member @outlander @Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51 @Zoe7 @CheerBear

I've come back a chapter to this thread because I'm in a weird space. This always happens after a hospital admission (that wasn't supposed to be a hospital admission). I never really know how to feel again after I shouldn't even be here. I'm so mixed in emotions right now, I don't know which way is up and do feel well and truly stuck. I caused a lot of problems on Tuesday night by trying to NOT involve other people in my chaos and mess. And I am so anxious right now because I fear talking about the details here will only trigger others, and it's the last thing I want to do. I'm struggling to move on from this point.

[Bubbles3]

just a suggestion @Sans911

maybe start up a new thread with TRIGGERING in it. i dont know. i could be talking sh*t here , i dont know. im just trying to help

[Former-Member]

@Sans911just start your post saying TRIGGER WARNING if you want an just say what you need to get of your chest. If you need to talk about it, then go for it. Otherwise, you can always use the Chat on SANE or ring them up and speak to a mod.

There is no right and wrong to this, you need to do what you feel is best for YOU. And I realise you may not even know what that is at the moment.

I am sitting right next to you hun and not leaving your side 

[outlander]

Umm this thread is its own trigger warning sis. The entire title indicates this whole topic and content so talk away.
. I care and am here to join your support crew ❤❤

As nell said if your worried chat to sane to get the outside support until you feel ready to chat here.
Eitherway do what you feel is right bearing in mind the guidelines but talk away ❤ @Sans911

[Sans911]

@Former-Member & @Bubbles3 you both have great suggestions, so thanks for sharing. I might chat to the helplines first and get some guidance. I do want to know how others move on from a point like mine, but I'm also aware that could bring up unwanted feelings in others

[Former-Member]

Sounds good @Sans911

Will be here for you regardless of what you decide