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Re: **Trigger warning** Stuck in world of sadness and Suicidal Ideation

@Sans911 we use to just leave a small bag of biscuits open so they had access whenever thry wanted...

Sounds pretty difficult sis but you handled it quite well ❤
Sitting outside sounds nice.. is it a nice night where you are?

Re: **Trigger warning** Stuck in world of sadness and Suicidal Ideation

True that @Faith-and-Hope

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@outlander@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member

If I left biscuits out for him, he probably would eat the lot! I actually had to put the tin of biscuits under the sink, because he learnt to push the lid off!!

Yes, it is very pleasant outside. Despite living near two busy roads, i can barely hear the traffic, and I am trying to instead focus on the noises closest to me. So I can hear the slight breeze, crickets, occasionally people's voices (I am at the front), other noises of movements. It is interesting when you are trying to focus how much you can pick up.

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Oh naughty cat!i juat watched a fb clip tjat says naughty cats. There was one that pees in the dog water bowl, pushes water bottles off the counter top and sits on alcohol cases and when the owner goes to get one the cat slaps and tried to bite their hand.
I can imagine your cat doing this to get some attention @Sans911 lol

That sounds really peaceful. Can you see the stars too? I often watch the satellites have tou ever seen one cross over you?

Re: **Trigger warning** Stuck in world of sadness and Suicidal Ideation

@outlanderI was really interested to see the response about reactions to being in the forum. And what I didn't explain really was the rest of the story. It wasn't exactly that my case manager dissaproved of me being here, it was for reasons that when I am here, I tend to avoid reaching out in rl to mh services. Some truth in that, but I am dissapointed of late that she does not give me space to elaborate. Yesterday, she called me for something, asked me how I was, and didn't wait for an answer before moving on. Great people skills. And that is why I am here in the first place. Because I don't have to tag people, I don't even have to have people approve of what I say or not (well, except of course mods), I can take my time for a short or long post, I can rewrite what I want 20 times if I have to, or I can delete it all together. I am not judged, ridiculded, told I am wasting precious time or money to be alive, and I am not scorned for not calling in when I said I might or might not. Does that make sense?

Re: **Trigger warning** Stuck in world of sadness and Suicidal Ideation

@outlander @Sans911 @Faith-and-Hope I am going to sleep now, meds are kicking in. Goodnight to you 3 gorgeous ladies💜💜❤️💜❤️

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Good night @Former-Member ❤❤❤

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Goodnight @Former-Member. I hope you sleep ok.

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Yes that makes sense @Sans911
I think alot of us substituted rl for here. Myself included.
Being here in this environment is really great for all the reasons touve meantioned. I hope that other mh professionals can see that one day too though i can understand where they are coming from.
Dont stop reaching out sis whether it be here or in rl. I know youve increased your offline supports which im really proud of you for ❤❤

Re: **Trigger warning** Stuck in world of sadness and Suicidal Ideation

Goodnight @Former-Member ..... 💜