what a horrible day

[Sans911]

@MDT are you ok? What's going on?

@Former-Member?

[Former-Member]

here too @MDT

[Sans911]

@Faith-and-Hope that sounds like my thoughts thread. Minus the family, where my thoughts would be saying 'what's the point in going on, why I keep trying when I do is fail'.

I'm glad you have somewhere you can release your fears and frustrations

[outlander]

Here for you @MDT

[Former-Member]

Hi @MDT,

I am sorry to see you are having a tough time - it looks like there are a few people online here to sit with you through this. Maybe you can keep talking through it? If you feel like you need some one on one support please don't hestitate to contact the SANE Helpcentre too.

[soul]

Sorry to hear that you’re struggling @MDT - thinking of you. Things will get better. Nothing stays the same. 

[Sans911]

@MDT can you check in with us so we know you're ok

[Faith-and-Hope]

Yes, please .....

@MDT

[Sans911]

@Former-Member can you please check on @MDT as he's not responded since his last post

[MDT]

Hi everyone

Apologies for leaving you out in the cold like that.

I had class is all.

I sent that on the train and then rushed to uni because i was late.

I am just feeling really overwhelmed and annoyed at myself. It's possibly a combo of finishing up with uni and not knowing what is happening in my life in the next stage.

I keep reminiscing over uni and all the memories I have and worrying if I have spent my time wisely here or not. Whether or not I should've taken opportunities that came my way, be it romantic, career or otherwise. It just seems so silly that I have spent this much time at uni (5 years) and nothing but a basic degree to account for it. I always wonder what things would've been like if I just got my mental health sorted and on track from the outset.. how better things would be for me now. Honestly just feels as if I have shot myself in the foot. 

Life is hard...

@Former-Member @Sans911 @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @outlander @soul @