when is it time for hospital

[Sans911]

@outlander I'm sorry today is not a better day. I really am. It's not a good day for me either. I hope the spots you are worried about turn out to be benign. I don't have anything to safe but take care.

[outlander]

thanks my sweet @Sans911

i hope things get better for you too. i know youll get through it, you a tough resilient woman

[Former-Member]

@outlander,you just get the GP to check them if you're concerned.As for the blinds closed....I like them closed when I'm on my own.Yes probably shows my mood.Mother likes blinds open,on my own I like to shut the world out, especially with my days of depression and anxiety and paranoia at times.I know there's a chance it makes it worse....But I need that respite from the world.

In regards to Health Anxiety,there was a female on a morning show last week who has had it since her teens.She thought she had brain cancer,tumours,etc etc etc,I thought of you because that's the first time I heard it the term besides from you.💟

[Former-Member]

Sorry too @MDT,I know what it's like to have a go!,it is devastating and I feel like I made a idiot of myself.I question but if it made me stronger, because I now have a battle to believe in myself.

[Maggie]

@outlander I've read your latest posts and I'm sorry once again things are so tough for you. There really isn't anything I could say that hasn't already been so well said. I just want to send you my support, let you know I'm thinking of you, and that I care. I hear you, I really do.

[outlander]

i am concerned @Former-Member i am very concerned about it and its making me paranoid because i know its there. its freaking me out. im hoping nightmares wont come as when i get worked up thats what happens, maybe its better to just not sleep tonight.

ive had it so bad befrore that i 'watched' the hpv virus actually spreading. like i was watching things from the outside as if a surgeon would see things and was watching it turn green. no idea why green but thats the colour that appeared- mayeb casue green means sick..

oh yeah, i hadnt seen that tv show tbh im glad i didnt. what did you think about it?

[outlander]

thank you @Maggie

your words of support are enough

thank you

[Former-Member]

@outlander,I have many moles,had two out,one on forehead,plus another thing on the forehead which was cut over three times years ago.I have had a few checked I was concerned with and they were fine.I think you need to chill girl,yeh bloody good idea not sleeping so you can be a walking zombie tomorrow!Lol

That wasn't a show,just a women's experience on her health anxiety,I forget the rest but and how she overcame it.It is easy to believe you have something.I know last year when a stupid dentist told me I needed a tooth out.For six months,didn't go back,I was having tooth pain, petrified of a absess for neglecting it,and when I went to another dentist told I didn't need it out.The mind is so powerful under the right conditions.,..Like to have five minutes with that dentist  for the stress he caused but.

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[MDT]

@outlander

i hope you are okay !

take care

i would say more but today I have hit rock bottom... sorry i can't be of more help

stay strong 🙂

[outlander]

I cant chill @Former-Member thats the problem. And ive been pacing the house for ages and it really isnt helping me. I know its probably nothing but what if it is something lil. It scary, well to me it is.

Im.back fully on my feet tomorrow. 4 horses to care for plus worming them. So its going to take a few hours if not all day to do. I need sleep but im scares to sleep. Sounds stupid doesn't it.


Thats ok @MDT i hope things get easier for you ❤❤❤❤