when is it time for hospital

[outlander]

not really

im upset 😞

im worried about my friends response
i feel so bad
im 20 and cant go house sit for friend

how lame does that sound 😞

[Former-Member]

I know @outlander how it feels when you have no control in your life.I could f***** criticise your mother as a holiday should be with her kids,who are still young,not flitting off without them.How old is your next sister?

[outlander]

14 @Former-Member
I dont care anymore

Im a slave and it seems no matter what i do ill always be a slave.
Im terrified to speak to my mother. How stupid is that. A panic attack all the time.
I thought i had my shite together but i clearly dont

[outlander]

You know what @Ant7 @Former-Member @Sans911 and everyone

After my mother and her bf come back from their holiday. Im going to go away for a few days and i dont care what they say. If they get fired from work so be it

[Ant7]

@outlander I think that is a great idea go somewhere nice and try to have some me time 😊❤️💕

[Former-Member]

I will find that wombat hole @outlander! 

[Former-Member]

The only thing you can do @outlander is make plans to make a life for yourself.If "good little outlander is always there",you will never have the life you deserve.From someone who knows ,you will have no respect and no life.If you can't talk to your Mum about how so and so wanted you to house sit there's no hope.

[Shaz51]

@outlander did you get a reply back from your friend

[outlander]

Yes @Former-Member find that wombat hole!
Thats another problem.
I just dont know how to make my own life. Ive always been a carer. Ive always been a mum. Ive always been a slave. I have no interests in anything.
I just dont know who i am
Or what i am anymore

[outlander]

Not yet @Shaz51 i know she is on nightshift so im.not sure when she will see have time to get back to me yet . Depends on how busy work is tonight