when is it time for hospital

[outlander]

Yeah im tired and i hate that plan i really do

[Former-Member]

Your plan is well thought out.I have no friends anymore due to my failures and my battles with anxiety and depression.

[Former-Member]

I have to go to bed outlander but I want you to post me in the morning so I know you are ok.

[CheerBear]

I can understand how it's hard to do something like drawing when you're feeling really rubbish @outlander. Something that I was reminded of when was at the break place was 'do the opposite'. I find it can feel so SO hard to do much of anything, especially something that's usually enjoyable when I'm feeling really bad. Sometimes though it can be so helpful to listen to what my depression (ptsd, anxiety - whatever it is) is telling me to do and then do the opposite. I kind of figure I don't have a huge amount to lose when I'm feeling so crappy anyway so I sometimes try it and it can help. Even if it doesn't help it kind of helps me to see/know that I am trying. There's another option tonight if you want, even if it's one that might feel really annoying or hard.

I'm heading off for the night now. I'm going to read a book for a while then sleep. I'll check in tomorrow and see how you're going.

Hope that it eases for you enough to get some sleep tonight Oulander.

Take care 💗

[utopia]

Tag me tomorrow @outlander and I'll respond then. I'm in a private hospital - not a public one. Generally speaking, they are very different.

[CheerBear]

Good morning @outlander. Checking in to see how you are going this morning. Thinking of you and will pop past during the day to see if you're around here.

[STORMGRL101]

Hi @outlander how are you going? Thinking of you 🌷❣️

[outlander]

just a quick check in- im alive if thats what you want to call it

im extremeley far from being ok at the moment

i have read your msgs and thank you

im just not up for being anywhere at the moment hope you all understand

@STORMGRL101@CheerBear@utopia@Former-Member@Former-Member

[Former-Member]

Hugs @outlander, hope you feel better soon.

[outlander]

i seriously dont think my mother cares
and i dont want to be here
as i said im far from even being ok
thanks for the concern @Former-Member,  and everyone else