when is it time for hospital

[Former-Member]

@outlanderyes it is a scar but it is a survival scar because you beat the C and survived. 💙💜💙💜

[Former-Member]

@outlander,can understand when I had three cuts to the scalp area 6 years ago,it was traumatic,but I also worried because it was on my face,but it healed.It shows you survived and came through it.Try not to let anything worry you tonight,grab the respite.

[outlander]

I know im trying not to @Former-Member @Former-Member but its so right there in front of me and mirrors everywhere. Ill still be here tomorrow but i have to work but ill come back here again.
I kept saying that it was a good scar but before i knew it i was heaped over struggling to breathe

[Former-Member]

@outlanderjust breathe slowly sis. Takes some deep breaths, it will pass. Think about the nice night you have ahead, jump on your birthday thread and see how much love there is for you there. Because this is your special forum birthday 💙💜💙💜

[Shaz51]

Hugs @outlander 

[Former-Member]

Try and distract yourself,look at the birthday thread.Its a part of our illness too,I'm going through self hate,and fighting thoughts eg:tried shirts on last week in a store,and all of a sudden I seen how ugly I am to myself.

[outlander]

thanks @Shaz51

@Former-Memberits so dreadul having so much self hate isnt it. i dont bother trying on clothes anymore either. 

@Former-Memberi know ive got my forum party going on and i want to be there jsut struggling to keep myself together. ill try and go there and see if it helps

[Former-Member]

See how you go @outlander, I'm still by your side

[Former-Member]

@outlander,in times of severe distress and depression I have found myself sitting in front of a mirror for a fair time,just staring at myself,as a form of psychosis.The more you think about that scar,or focus on it,like the dog attack etc,it is taking your energy and control of your mind.

[Sans911]

@outlander I'm here sweetheart. Was having dinner. I know it was probably scary to see, but your scar will heal and fade. It's your battle wound that you've fought and survived.