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Good morning @Owlunar @Shaz51 @Maggie @MDT @Eve7 @outlander @Emelia8 @Faith-and-Hope 

i was very tired yesterday and sore. My body ached. I did a load of my hodpital clothes and then had to go to the chemist to get my meds in a pack. 
I cleaned the toilets and sinks in the bathrooms as they needed a clean. I can't stand a dirty bathroom. And kitchen sink I had to jiff that. 
I feel that the house situation can't chsnge until lockdown is lifted so older son will move out. 
I need to do things for myself. 
I'm at wirk tomirriw. 4 hour shift. I need structure and routine. 
I'm worried about my blood pressure and heart. I get results tomorrow afternoon. 
i need to slow down. I did enjoy my time alone. I had no one to bother me or no expectations. Except the nurses would come in snd chst to see how I was travelling. 
you know I keep thinking that family think once I'm out of hospital I'm better. Trouble is I'm not better. It's that I learn different coping tools and it takes time. It's not an instant fix. 

anyway I'm ranting I'm sorry. I better go snd make a coffee. I hope everyone is doing ok. I know you all have your own struggles. I'm sorry if I haven't supported you lately. I feel bad. But pls know thst I do care. I really do. 
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