hi @Owlunar
thank you for watching over, you and @Former-Member often watch over and Sans and Nell often sleep on either side of me.
all well birthdays over now and while there were hiccups it was ok, i wont dwell on the bad but rather remmber the good and i will alway remember my forum party here. ive been saving the pics as they come through. all the flowers ive recieved im imagining to be near the back door thingy that leads out to a little laneway for smokers but im the only one here in this hotel atm well on the small part of it anyway and its actually 2 in one hotel so where i am im by myself.
the only problem is no microwaves but thats ok. im going to coles to grab a few things for this arvo and tonight. and yes walking on the beach. very nice and will get some more pictures later on tonight on sunset or something.
i think a relationship might not be wise right now. i can hardly handle myself then to add in the relationship so will wait a little longer yet. i was jsut having confusing msgs because it wasnt really normal for me to feel like that for someone else and then it was wrong because shes married so the mind will accept it but at least now i know im not an unloveable monster.
