I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

[outlander]

@Owlunarfirstly your doing a fine job of writing. even when you dont try to so please dont worry if it sounds 'weak' becasue it isnt.  i know you care, even when your not here and i hope you know that i care very much for you too. ive been following along with your story for  long while now just as you have mine- sometimes i jsut have no idea what to say. 

i do want them to move out. i cant wait and neither can they. we all know its been long enough so we are trying to get them moved as quick as possible. jsut waiting on the real estate to hand over the keys now which they seem to be taking their time over but its either today or tomorrow morning we will be getting the keys. 

yes illness is deed. ive jsut gone back to work after 4 weeks but had another accident today luckily someone else was around. the owners of the new horses im looking after said that they are really easy going. it took me an hour to catch them nd i didnt end up catching them as i had another one of those breathing/coughing fits. so the person there decided to call an ambulance and they checked me over and i was ok after that so no need for an admission. just more rest. i get tomorrow off from that but will be helping move house but only the easy stuff. 

so back to furniture hunting it is and trying to work out what i want in it as in accessories wise

also sorry for the delay- my internet cut out right as i posted so i lost most of my post!

[Former-Member]

@outlanderfeeling a bit the same way atm, trying to keep as much on the inside as possible

[outlander]

here to listen if you want to chat sis  @Former-Member been ordered to take it wasy again re above msg to Dec

[Former-Member]

@outlanderthats not good at all hun, least you got checked out which was good and someone rang for you. Rest sounds like a good option 

I am not sure if opening up is a good thing at the moment. I don't know if it will make things worse, sort of like lifing the lid of the box. I don't think I trust myself to stay safe if it went pear shaped. Hope you understand that.

[outlander]

its taking forever to pull through this time. ive had it for what seems like forever @Former-Member but rest it is. ive got 'its complicated' on dvd at the moment and again fbing for furniture. its so hard to find white matching colours.. ive come across a few ncie items but one is white and the other is grey but same make. i want it all white not all sorts of different shades. dont have much else to do then troll the net for abit. 

ok sweet, if you want to talk jsut tag me until then im happy to just sit and be with you for as long as you need/want

[Former-Member]

Thanks @outlander

Hopefully you can find enough furniture for what you need. Will be nice that you can set up your room exactly the way you like it. 

Sitting sounds good 

[outlander]

ive found enough @Former-Member but its annoying me that i cant find a set. they are all different shades of white or some of them have different style handles/knobs or they are the modern ones with no visible handle 

well ill sit here for as long as you need 

[Owlunar]

I do know you care @outlander - you care a lot and this is something wonderful about you

You are really supportive to other people - I find this support to others helpful myself and I am sure you do to - it helps us keep some kind of balance in our lives

I hope all this moving works out easily - it is never easy - people get tense

Bad luck about the horses running about like that - they will get used to you in time - I am so glad someone got an ambulance to check you out

This will all work out for you - I know it seems really hard for you - hard for you to see

All the best and thanks

Dec

[Former-Member]

ok, understand now @outlander. Yea that is a bummer. Guess for now just use it and maybe further down the track you can get all matching.

Thanks for sitting. It's a hiding in bed sort of day today 

[outlander]

thanks @Owlunar it means alot to me  

its 100 acre paddock. the owners lied cause the person who called an amubulance for me said the owners are always having trouble catching them unless you have food in your hand but they didnt tell me that to start with. wouldve been a big help. 

its frustrating being physically sick and constantly being told to take it easy. im not sue to it. im usually the one that doesnt sit till 9colock at night. 

@Former-Memberyes hideaway kinda day for sure. its pretty cool here so will come and hideaway with you  

nah, will keep looking. ive found a really nice chest of draws and bedside table set that ive sent a msg to so hopefully its still avaliable and also enquired about a bookcase as well  both same colour which then then only leave me with a  bed and im hoping a desk as well as i can draw and paint in the room rather the kitchen table when pop has visitors. every single time i jsut get set up someone turns up and have to pack it all away lol so am looking for a desk as well