I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

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Very tired and struggling @Former-Member kids are staying off today but i need to stay very calm. Im still in bed. At this rate ill prob be asleep again soon

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How are you today?

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@outlander sis My kids have got day off school too and also tomorrow for Melb Cup. 

Hopefully you can get more sleep and stay calm today. I will be around today if you need to chat at all 💕💕 

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We have a lot of rain and lightning hitting close so not safe to drive out in it @Former-Member
They will be going tomorrow melb cup on is tv here in nsw.
Storms are a big trigger for me so im already getting anxious so ive put a movie on and watching that. Ill see what i can draw today as well as another project. Any suggestions sis? Id love to try and draw something for you

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@outlander A movie sounds good. I have my safe show on at the moment but know most of the words to each episode. I think I might have to search for a new tv series! Drawing today for you sounds good to try and keep those big anxious feelings away. I’ve got no suggestions sis, draw whatever comes to your mind first 💗💗💗

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We are watching the home alone series atm. All 5 of them. Not sure what after that.
Hmm tv series 2 broke girls? Thats funny
Mrs browns boys is funny....

I watched the handmaids tale that was really good story line and it is true but horrible really horrible but atm too triggering for me and you to watch esp regards to sex.

Hmm cake wars?

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Oops posted before i finished @Former-Member above msg

I have nothing in mind...
Do you have a favourite animal? Or flower?

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@outlander Do like mrs browns boys so might do that series next.

a lot of the shows I used to like I can’t watch anymore. Got triggered last night on Facebook. DO NOT follow the ABC on there. Something came up on me feed about CSA and lost it. Have stopped following them now. 

Well my favourite animal is the dolphin (might even have a tattoo of one) and my favourite flower is a kangaroo paw. 

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Ive got a few dvds of mrs browns boys i really need to download them @Former-Member
I dont go on fb much and i dont follow anything to do with the news abc anything because of the lbgti stuff affecting me and csa and all the horrble things going on. I cant handle it. I really only have it for client contact.

Ok ill see if i can draw them for you. I drew F&H a dolphin a long while back too

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Anyone around