I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

[Sans911]

@outlander - in ANY caring relationship, there will be many occasions where the carer needs respite to manage health issues, time out, etc. Your grandfather is so, so lucky to have you. And I bet he's well aware of this. So it's ok, it's alright, and unfortunately you sometimes have to prioritise what or who needs attention first. That's not selfish, nor wrong. It just us what it is. You can't care adequately for your Pop if you aren't well. That's without a doubt. Your Pop is an adult too. Try not to expect so much, and enjoy what times you have together, without thinking that you should be doing more. You are enough, but you have to be enough for yourself as well.

[Former-Member]

@outlandersis you know I will, you don't even have to ask  Can sit with you as long as you need 

[outlander]

Thanks sis 💛 @Sans911 i really dont have any thing else to say. That flip out took alot out of me. Will you sit with me and Nell?

Thanks sis @Former-Member i know you would but id rather ask 💙

[Sans911]

@outlander like @Former-Member you never have to ask my angel, because I'm always besides you, even if my presence isn't here in the forums.

[outlander]

what the heck 

@Sans911did you just like the post or was it @Faith-and-Hope?

its coming up with your avatar Sans but it says f&h liked it?

[outlander]

thanks @Sans911 i do appreciate it  

im so tired yet the inside is going haywire with to many emotions to count. i proably look totally expressionless 

[Former-Member]

@outlanderthink you just read my mind hun with what you wrote, still sitting here with you and @Sans911

[outlander]

thanks sis though im sorry your feeling it too but after today im not surprised. thats ok we can sit and hold hands as we did the other night  @Former-Member

[outlander]

@Former-Membercan you please check your emails

[Former-Member]

@outlanderall those feelings are coming back from the other night again